Overdressed And Underaged.

2008-12-17T18:31:00.003+08:00

JasperWilhelmBendz.blogspot.com

2008-12-14T14:30:00.002+08:00

The weather's perfect.
I'm feeling great.
It's sunday.
So I'm gonna rock out my sunday with these songs.
:D

You.
Like.
Cat?

Anyway,
Because I'm gonna die later when I get back. -.-
So I'd better enjoy whatever freedom I have.

Guitar @ 5.
I missed two lessons already.
I'm gonna ask one of the students there what they learnt.
Still a good chance to make friends. LOL.
They all look so dao. -.-

Sheesh.
Homework homework homework.
Finish the last of it and I'm free.
But it's like, never-ending.
Damn.

Anyway,
I'm gonna change my url when I change my blogskin.
:D
And yeah,
I'm not gonna leave this url open. O:
I'm still gonna keep overdressedandunderaged.bs for myself. :D

The Day The Earth Stood Still's pretty cool.
Because Keanu Reeves' inside. :D
He looks so cool everytime with his suit lah~
LOL.
I'm not gonna write anything here lest I spoil the movie.
TADAA~

2008-12-09T16:05:00.003+08:00

Okay, I super owed this post already.
-.-

Okay okay okay,
First thing's first.
Today's Tuesday.
That means I have Dragon boat.

Dragon boat today was different.
Brushed up on quite the start-up.
The usuals.
Coach didn't come today.
It's Mr. Chua today.
Cool.

And now, Taiwan.

Day 1.
Met Zhixin.
Packed abit.
I take very long to make my hair.
Went out.
Went Bedok library.
Children's section! :D
Then Burger King.
Went home.
Zhixin saw my mother.
My mother invited her to wait in my house.
Sent my luggage to the car.
Went to airport with Zhixin.
Check in.
Flight.

Day 2.
In the plane.
Had supper.
Stupid air-steward ask me what drinks I want.
I asked for Singapore Sling.
Some fucking alcoholic cocktail.
Knn.
He ask me for my age.
WTF.
So I had Orange juice.
Why?
Because I like Orange!
LOL. -.-
Somemore the guy is fat.
FUCK.
Anyway,
There's this super great staff called Lin Kok Keong.
I swear he's the best.
SWEAR.
Supper "rocked" because the plane encountered turbulence.
Makes the whole plane shake like some earthquake like that. -.-
Reached Taiwan Taoyuan International Airport.
Went straight to Kaoshiung (sp?)

Okay, I'm not gonna blog about the whole trip already. -.-
Very time consuming.
There's night markets everywhere.
Like Singapore's Pasar Malam.
Yeah.

The girls there are different from Singapore.
Absolutely different.
You'll get what I mean if you're there.

Starbucks everywhere too.
Even on a mountain.
You know the place Alishan (sp?)
ON THE TOP THERE HAVE.

And Taiwanese are super duper friendly.
And it's super cold there.
And yeah, if you wanna go there to shop,
Go Ximenting (sp?)
Really.

Step-sky ah.
LOL.
Inside joke. LOL.

Yeah, when I'm on the plane.
The newspaper showed about the Mumbai bombing and the Pakistan terrorists.
Like wtf?
Stupid people do stupid stuffs.
And when I came back.
I heard that they shot one Singaporean.
What the fuck?
Is that what their religion or what-fuck-they-call-it-as that taught them to do?
Damn.
No wonder step-sky lah.
Still got pao there one.

I'm going to change my blog's URL soon.
I'm gonna put it up on my Friendster, Face Book and in my msn.
So yeah,
Make sure you watch out for that.
If you haven't had my Friendster, Face Book or email,
You'd better get it soon.
I'd prefer to make my blog more personal.

I'm gonna change blogskin.
I'm gonna change the songs.
I'm gonna change my url.
I'm gonna change my email too.
It seems like everything's gonna change huhs.
I'm gonna change my life too.
Right now.

Ever heard of the prodigal son?
If you don't,
Go find it out.
It'll shed some light on why I'm doing all these.

Don't worry,
I still love good music.
Rock on peeps. \m/

2008-12-07T23:46:00.000+08:00

I will not blog today.
Check back tomorrow.
Bye.

2008-11-28T05:02:00.003+08:00

WoW.
It's been ages since I last blogged.
I've been playing WoW private server that's why. (World Of Warcraft)
LOL.

Anyway, I've played that game throughout for two nights already.
That'll explain why I blogged so early.
LOL.

Anyway,
I'm going Taiwan later.
So, if you wanna read my next post,
I'd suggest you come back on 8th December.

Shit.
I still havent pack my luggage.
I'll go pack them later.

Anyway,
Felicia's gonna bake me cookies! :D
Haha!
I think after my training ah.
So cool right!
LOL.

(Inside Joke)

I'm doing so well.
Why must you come and wreck my life all over again?

Always and forever records.
Cool huhs.
LOL.

I'm only human, and that’s my saving grace.

Favourites for the next ten days.

Live it fast for a minute.

We signed our life away.

Just waiting on an angel to take me out of my head.

It's just like Déjà Vu.

Beyond the world, to the end of time.

Oh, to be buried beneath the waves.

One second in the great abyss of time.

I'll race the clock with you.

Oh God, here's an offering.

Feeling alone and your all alone.

{editted 11:13PM , 29th Nov}
I miss you luh Jasper Gan.
Faster come back you assssssss.

-Zx

2008-11-25T18:43:00.004+08:00

I'm feeling so sick right now. -.-
I feel terrible.
Sian. -.-

Brother's being an ass.
I don't see why he cannot do his Secondary 1 posting himself,
When Zhixin's sister could. -.-
When I filled the form, (which is so damn easy)
He was there playing his PSP.
Then he lazy go school give.
Tell me to do it online.
What the fuck?

Training today was intensive?
Lol.
Pushed ourselves abit more.
Then we went some place to smoke.
Then went Bedok Town Park's macdonald's.
Ate, laughed, smoked.
LOL.
We laughed like some crazy dude like that.

Marilyn Manson my idol.
HAHAHA.
No, I'm serious.
marilynmanson.com

I'll prolly not post here when I'm in Taiwan.
I'll see how.
Maybe Zhixin's gonna help me blog.
I'll be back on 7th December.
Evening.

2008-11-24T22:10:00.002+08:00

On Sunday,
Went Tampines Mall for guitar.
After guitar.
Called Daryl.
Went Minitoons, Artbox and Toys'R'Us to get Nicki's present.
Then everything last minute.
Then cabbed down.
Gave presents.
Caked.
Birthday bash. -.-
Yeah, I've got cake on my face too.
Then accompanied Weiliang to wait bus.
Then went to find Karthik with Daryl.
Then went Grandma's.
Then went home.
Reaching around eleven plus.

Tuesday,
Dragonboat Sea Training @ Bedok Reservoir.
9.30am - 12pm.
Meeting Andrew at 9am.
After training Zhixin's coming over to help me pack for Taiwan.

Thursday's,
Zhixin's going school with me to buy books.
Then we'll see how.
Movie, lunch, shopping?
LOL.

Friday.
Taiwan.

Busy huhs.
I've still got to help my brother apply for a secondary school. -.-
He's probably going Bedok Green or Damai.
Yeah.
LOL.

I'm feeling sick.
Maybe I'm staying home all the way till Friday.
Sian.

2008-11-23T13:29:00.012+08:00

I've got my Bfmv hoodie.
Mr Poon's house was fun.
Played pool and xbox 360 there.
LOL.

I tell you,

Mr Poon plays pool very VERY well.

-.-
I've got trashed by him.
LOL.
Unexpectedly,

He plays Xbox 360 too.
LOL.

After we left his house,

We went to the food court opposite to slack for awhile.
Then 45-ed home with Pak Teng, Geng Wei and Keith.

Daryl says there's alot alot alot ALOT of fatties at America.

Thanks luh,
Totally made me don't want to go there liao.

But still,

He said Vegas very little.
LOL.
YES. YAY.

Guitar later. -.-
Fucking WoW is pissing me off.
Shit.

Going Taiwan in five more days.
Promised Zhixin I would watch Winx Club with her. -.-

Training on Tuesday.
Sea training.
Cool.

I did a couple of face book quizzes.
LOL.

(Clickable)

We can't just keep everything about ourselves.
All I know about you,
Is just on the surface.
I wanted to know you better.
To know you more.
But guess what,
You didn't want me to.

K.
Guitar,
Bye.

2008-11-22T17:50:00.003+08:00

You promised :D

Love you.

2008-11-21T01:15:00.007+08:00

Dude. LOL.
I blogged very very very late.
Oh well, you know me. -.-

I was busy going through some one's blog.
All the archives.
Word for word, pictures by pictures.
Videos too.
HAHA.
LOL.

Yeah, I had pimples growing out.
AND I FUCKING HATE THEM.
So I did myself a mask. :D
LOL.
Look, it's by Neutrogena MEN.
So it's MEN.
M.E.N. -.-
I know I'm vain.
So what.

Andrew came over for awhile.
World Of Warcraft.
Stuff.

Went Bedok Reservoir with Zhixin. -.-
Yeah, she tortured me all the way.
First by snatching my cap.
Then messing my hair.
Then pulled my fringe up.
Yeah.
I bet I'll go bald.

Zhixin took pictures of me at the void deck near Damai. -.-
Yeah.
And stuffs.
Saw Pakteng, Ammar, Kashif.
Then went grandma's.

I totally ignored and gave my mother attitude.
Yeah.
So fuck her.
And my brother's results are so not ideal. -.-

Class barbecue @ Mr Poon's house tomorrow.
Well, it's later actually. Given the time now.
Daryl's arriving in the early afternoon.
I'm gonna meet Benjamin and the rest first.
Then we all go of to Tanah Merah Mrt Station.

I'm tired of Superman already.
LOL.
Don't you think Superman's so common and stuffs?
All the posers, ahlian/beng shit losers.
So yeah.
I'm gonna change it.
Ain't it cool?
LOL.

I'm not what you used to think I am.
I am already contented with Zhixin.
What's more.
I think you're a slut.
You disgust me.

2008-11-19T12:58:00.009+08:00

Dont say i never blog for you :DI dont think it can be seen luh.
http://lb.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=jasper
Okay i love you even if you're a lesbian ,
a pet pig ,
a sexy woman ,
gay and
have dirty fantasies about people you know (:

-Zx.

{Edited onwards on 19th November, 7.28pm}

Okay. -.-

Fine. LOL.

I'm gonna start first with a quiz.

Quiz by : Melrize! :D
Starting Time: 6.39pm.
Name: Jasper.
Shoe Size: 9-11. Depends on which type of cutting.
Height: 169.
Where do you live: Bedok Reservoir.
Favourite Drinks: Milk, A&W Root Beer, Coca-cola.

Have you ever ---
Been on a plane: Yeah.
Fallen asleep at school: Countless.
Broken someone's heart: I don't know?
Fell of your chair: YES. AND THAT SUCKS.
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: Nah.
Saved e-mails: Yeah.
What is your room like: Messy?
The last thing you ate: Hersheys stolen from my brother. LOL.
Ever had chickenpox: Yeah.
Sore throat: Duh.
Broken nose: Kinda.
Do you believe in love at first sight: Think so?
Like picnics: With air-con, yeah.
Who was the last person you danced with: LOL?
Last person made you smile: Melrize! HAHA. There's clowns under her bed.
You last yelled at: BKY Ang. LOL. (inside joke) O_O

Today did you ---
Talk to someone you like: Yeah.
Kiss anyone: Nah.
Fell sick: Nope.
Talk to an ex: Yeah.
Miss someone: Yeah.
Eat: Skipped breakfast and lunch.:D
Have the best feeling in the world: Huh?
Do you sleep with stuffed animals: Dude, I'm fucking fifteen man!
What's under your bed: Dinosaurs, a couple of aliens too.
Who do you really hate: Like I always do. FUCKING FAT PEOPLE.
What time is it now?: 6.50pm

Random ---
Is there a person who is on your mind now: Yeah.
Do you have any siblings: Brother.
Do you want children: One?
Do you smile often: Yeah.
Do you like your handwriting: I do! But my teacher doesn't. ):
Are your toenails painted: Imma guy dude.
Who's bed other than yours would you rather sleep in: ANY. HAHA.
What colour shirt are you wearing now: Black.
What were you doing at 7pm yesterday: Patching WoW.
I can't wait till: Daryl come's back from America bringing me my hoodie! :D
Are you a friendly person: VERY. Unless you piss me off. You're dead.
Do you have any pets: Nope, they'll prolly die if I kept one.
Where is the person you have feelings for right now?: Tiong Bahru, Telok Blangah or Harbourfront?
Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you: Yeah.
Do you sleep with the TV on: Sometimes?
Have you ever crawled through a window: Tried. From my room to the corridor.
Are you too forgiving?: Nope. Well, depends.
Are you closer to your mother or your father?: Neither.
Who was the last person you cried in front of?: Now that's very very very long. I forgot.
How many people can you say you really loved?: You think?
Do you eat healthy?: I eat practically anything tasty. :D
Do you still have pictures of you and your ex?: I don't usually take photos. (that's why I look different from my pictures)
Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?: I'm not sure.
If you're having a bad day, who will you most likely go to?: My girlfriend. :D
Are you loud or quiet most of the time?: I'm a very quiet guy who listens to loud music all the time! So you think?
Are you confident: Huh?

5 things I was doing 10 years ago:
1. Babble.
2. Cry.
3. Baby food.
4. Batman.
5. Toy cars.

5 things on my to-do list today:
1. Sleep.
2. Eat.
3. Talk.
4. Holiday homework.
5. YouTube.

5 things I would do if I were a billionaire:
1. Go shopping. LOL.
2. Go Vegas
3. Bury myself with all the money I have and die.
4. I'm dead.
5. I'm dead.

5 of my bad habits:
1. Smoke.
2. Drink.
3. Lazy.
4. Computer.
5. Temper.

5 places I lived in:
1. Pasir Ris.
2. Sims Drive.
3. Aljunied.
4. Hougang.
5. Bedok Reservoir Road.

5 jobs I've had:
- Never had any before.

Tag 8 people to do this quiz: I'm not forcing you to do this quiz. -.-

Yeah.
Days are getting duller and duller. -.-
I'm gonna change some of my songs in my blog.
We'll see how it goes.

2008-11-17T23:51:00.005+08:00

Hi. :D

WHAT THE FUCK.
Go see these videos.
HAHAHAHA.
Pathetic.
Rofl? Weekeat inside?
Pathetic 2.
Wtf. The ending's cool, really.
Pathetic 3.
Flying? O_O
Pathetic 4.
This is the last of it.
Pathetic 5.

Then here I have,
A couple of cool videos.
(actually three LOL O_O)
Cool.
Cooler.
FUCKING COOLEST.

Okay, enough with videos.
Yeah.
Don't ask me why I did it. -.-
Zhixin told me to do it. LOL.
So I did. O:

1. Where would you go if someone sponsors you an air ticket?
- Fucking Vegas. LOL.

2. What's your favourite thing to do?
-Rocking out to music.

3. Do you think money can buy happiness?
-Well, maybe?

4. If you were given a chance to receive something, what would it be?
-I am very VERY materialistic. O:

5. Things you can't live without:
- Music, Food, Internet, Zhixin. O:

6. What are you afraid to lose?
- Obviously my girlfriend. (my guitar too. O:)

7. If you win $1 million US dollars, what would you do?
-Spend it. -.-

8. What do you dream of doing in the future?
-Go touring with my band! :D

9. List down 3 good points about the person who gave you this survey:
-Cute, dumb and uhm, dumb? LOL.

10. What makes you happy?
-Moneyyyy. LOL.

11. What type of person do you hate the most:
-FUCKING FAT PEOPLE THAT DESERVE TO DIE. EVERY ONE OF THEM.

12. If you have a super power what would it be?
-You catch Heroes? Yeah, every single power you have in that show.

13. Would you go for happiness or money?
-Happiness.

14. Who do you think is the most important people in your life?
-Self-explanatory.

15. If you have a girlfriend/boyfriend, would you die for her/him?
-Yeah, of course.

16.Who's the last person who hugged you?
-Zhixin.

17. What is the one thing you want to do badly right now?
-Cancel someone's Europe trip ):

18. Who are you close to?
-Closest of the closest. Andrew.

19. Are you courageous enough to tell the person that you like him?
-Before? Not so. Now? Yeah.

20. If you could do one thing all over again what would it be?
-KILL FAT PEOPLE.

21. 8 things that scares you:
-You think?

22. 8 things that you like/love the most:
-Self-explanatory.

23. 8 important things in my room:
-Bed , Pillow, Guitar, Blanket, Laptop, Phone, PSP, Clothes.

24. 8 people to do this questionnaire :
-Anyone?

Sorry for those above in my posts huhs.
LOL.
If you're getting bored already,
I'll spice up your life right now. LOL.
Lame. -.-

Zhixin came over.
Andrew came over.
But he helped me install World Of Warcraft. O:
Then I went to slack below.
Then go find Karthik @ our "smoking area".
Showed Zhixin the view there. LOL.
Then went to my grandma's.
Staying over till Friday. O:
Daryl bought my Bullet For My Valentine hoodie from the states.
COOL RIGHT.
And Taiwan trip's getting really close and I haven't packed my luggage yet.
I think Zhixin's angry at me. :/

You're the one that I want to wake up next to.

2008-11-16T05:10:00.005+08:00

Hooray?
It's 5.20am and I'm still wide awake.
Lol. -.-
I miss my girlfriend. O:

She's cute lah.
She said that she doesn't want to send me off because she's afraid she might cry.
And she told me not to sms or contact her this week because she might not get used to it.
Aww.
It just makes me love her even more lah. :D
I'm meeting her on Monday, hopefully?

(This is going to be totally out-of-point)

I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you.
I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you.
I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you.
I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you.
I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you.
I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you.
I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you.
I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you.
I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you.
I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you.
I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you.
I love you. I love you. I love you. I love you.

Guitar at eleven hours fifty minutes later.
LOL. -.-
Whatever.
I'm still at my Grandma's btw.
So I'm gonna go home soon.
Maybe around 8am, 9am?

Okay,
I've got this idiot.
That's not even worthy of me blogging about her.
Like, what's her stupid idea?
Fancy putting in her nick, "And Jasper says he loves ___"
What the fuck?
Then I tell her to remove.
She like not happy.
Knn not happy then not happy lah.
I fucking blocked her.
Stupid bitch.
I wonder,
How did we ever come to this state.

I went to random YouTube again.
Because I'll be bored the whole night.
So I YouTubed for six whole hours.
Because I started YouTubing at eleven.

This time I got something more related.
Rather than random out-of-topic subjects.
Yeah.
I'm flying to Taiwan right?
There are many pilot "sightings" all reported seeing UFOs blitzing past them.
So yeah,
Maybe I might meet an alien on my way to Taiwan.
LOLOL.
Anyway,
This is the video.

So I went to search for something more Sci-fi.
So yeah.
I'll tell you,
Google Nikola Tesla.
Or just,
Watch this video.
So yeah,
Fuck your Thomas Edison.
The selfish, jealous no good sick bastard.

Maxwell Scott Green.
Or commonly named as Max Green.
Escape The Fate's Bassist.
You know what?
I love his lip piercings.
And I shall do that. :D
Go check him out. :D

It's fucking 6.30am already and dawn is breaking.
Sheesh.
I miss my girlfriend and I'm gonna call her right now to tell her I love her. :D

Written on the bullet.

2008-11-15T16:09:00.002+08:00

I'm still at my grandma's going crazy due to boredom.
Meeting Karthik at 5pm.
Going home around night.
Guitar class tomorrow.

My hands are all dry and wrinkly now. ):
I think I am going old.
HAHA.
No lah.
It's because I kept on playing my guitar.
So now all the dead skin hardened and stuff.
My guitar teacher said that my hands are seasoned liao.
LOL.

Next event would be on the 21st, Friday.
Class barbeque.
Cool.
I'm gonna go Mr Poon's house.
Yay!
LOL.

I'm really really bored.
And I'm getting very erratic right now.
Anyone someone has any online games to recommend?

Like the brightest star you shine through.

2008-11-14T20:16:00.008+08:00

Woke up.
Msn-ed Daryl.
Pretty much whatever I want from the shop there is out of stock.
FUCK.
Why leh?
BECAUSE WHATEVER I CHOOSE IS A POPULAR CHOICE MAH.
DUMB.
Haha!
No lah,
It's just that they're clearing stocks for next year.
Pretty much left with nothing liao.
Unless I order online. :D
Which I will.
HAHAHAHA.

I met Andrew in the afternoon.
Going my grandma's in the night.
Sheesh.
That's all?
HAHA.

I randomed YouTube and came upon this video.
And I wished I had her hair.
LOL.
Her hairstyle's super nice for a girl. O:

Made Zhixin another admin for my blog.
LOL.
Which means she'll blog here too.
And yeah, you get my point.
What to do, my girlfriend what. O:

HAHA.
I bought Atreyu, Arch Enemy and Chiodo's shirt yesterday.
LOL.
Zhixin looked so ah-lian hor.
LOLOL.

OHYAH. OHYAH OHYAH OHYAH.
The fucking skinnies I was finding.
I went Penin to find.
There's this "Punjab motherfucking smelly Indians shop"
DON'T. EVER. FUCKING. BUY. THERE.
Why?
Firstly, it's Punjab.
Secondly, their attitude sucks.
Thirdly, they cheat money one.
-their goods are all expensive and they fucking look damn ugly on anybody
Fourthly, they tried to sell me a "skinny" jeans which looked like a fucking pyjamas.
Fifthly, no matter how fucking ugly you've become with their crap product,
They'll still call you boss and say, "Wow~ Perfect on you boss."
Shit man, have they got no life?
No fashion at all?
Or did they turn into Punjabi aliens?
SHIT.
(Go to Black haven. It rocks. They give discounts and have whatever band names you can think of. From Jimi Hendrix all the way to Chiodos to Black Eyed Peas. It's at the second level of Penin. Go figure out.)

I'm staying at my grandma's.
AND GUESS WHAT.
SATAN'S FUCKING GONNA CONSUME MY SOUL LEY.
SHIT.
Oh noooooooooooooooooooooooo.
Idiot.

I can't believe the drama that I'm in.

2008-11-12T22:58:00.021+08:00

LOL.
Okay.
This post will be very screenshot heavy. O_O
LOL.
And yes.
It's my first time using it.
That's why.
I always cannot figure it out.
AND I FINALLY DID.
YAY.

A few notes before I begin.
- I posted late because I was busy editing those shots.
- Click to enlarge those pictures.
- I hate gays.
- I hate gays.
- I hate fat people.
- Some shots are unclear because it's my first time doing it. So fuck off!
- I'm his "boss".
- He's the "well renowned" fisherman gay buey keh yan diao zhui weekeat.
- I hate gays.

There's this motherfucking mofo.
When I scold him.
You see what he write in his pm.
(Catch all his grammatical/typo/spelling mistakes)

Cannot see?
Here's the "enlarged" version.

And that's not it.
He thinks that Singapore's going to war.
And "our friend" is preparing for war.
With what?
I don't know?
He's only fifteen?
And he prolly doesn't know how to use a gun.
But he knows Judo!
Yay for Singapore! -.-

Enlarged version.

Then I ask him.
He showed me this.
WOW.

While you're wondering,
I'll tell you why I scolded him.
And yes.
I'm very petty.
So what.

And you see what he wrote to "our friend".

And dude,
I only got one thing for him.

LOL.
I know I didn't censor the blog url.
But whatever.
I didn't realise it at first.
And when I realised it.
I wasn't really in the mood.
So I didn't bother to.
LOL.

OH OH OH OH OH!
DID I FUCKING TELL YOU THAT DARYL SMS-ED ME?!
ALL THE WAY FROM FUCKING VEGAS LAH.
TMD CCB.
I WANT GO VEGAS!
THE FUCKING CITY OF SIN.
SHIT.
I envy him lah. Knn. ):

I so fucking choose this song for a reason.
Well, actually.
No reason. O_O
LOL.

A malicious fever burns.

{Thursday, 13th November, 8.16am}

Fuck lah bitch.
Shut your trap leh.
You're not some big fuck.
You're not king of the world or well,
In your case. Queen.
Fuck off.

2008-11-11T18:03:00.004+08:00

I don't have the mood to blog.
Seriously, parents should go for training even before they even consider having a child.
Training.
Went Bedok Town Park's Macdonald.
Did the usual stuffs with Bradley and Andrew.

I like August Burns Red.
Because they can block out whatever my family is saying.
I know where I am going now.
It's all downhill from here.
But, what can I do?

Kaopei lah.
Fancy you stereotyping your child a gangster.
Saying that he'll go ITE.
Saying that he'll go Changi Prison.
Eh, stupid fuck.
Even gangsters can study okay.
Bitch.
I wanted to regard you as my mother.
But you never gave me a chance.
So I never, ever will.

I might not go on thursday also.
I'm not in the mood already.
I might go and stay and my grandma's.
Because that's the only place I can stay without naggings.

Bye.
I'll go play with my guitar now.

And now you're chillin' on a half priced clearance rack.

2008-11-10T23:16:00.002+08:00

I went remedial today in school.
A Maths.
After that went to find Brad at Bedok Inter.
Bought hair dye.
Went his house.
He dyed his hair.
I played with his dog.
Laughed at his old pictures and stuffs.

Tomorrow's dragon boat training.
I'll be there with Andrew, Bradley around 9am.
The playground near the car park.
Yeah, those who wants to meet us can meet us there.
Or give me a call.

Thursday, in case you all are still confused or what fuck.
We'll meet at the "fish tank"/ ticketing counter/ concourse of Tampines Mrt Station.
12.30pm meet.
1 pm leave for Peninsula Mall.
Anything, give me a call.

I'm too fucked to blog any further.
Thanks bitch.

2008-11-09T14:09:00.002+08:00

Woke up to find my whole family's overseas.
LOL.
At first I thought it was a joke. -.-
Then my mother wrote me a note and gave me some cash.
Telling me they'll be back around evening.
They're going to Malaysia. LOL.

Face book.
LOL.
I'm using face book more often than friendster now.
Maybe I'm gonna move over to face book soon.
I verified my account anyway.

I think Audioslave's kinda, cool?
LOL.
Addicting. LOL.
Especially the song, "Like A Stone".
If you can appreciate music,
That's the shit man.
LOL.

I'm going to prepare then go for my guitar already.
I might meet somebody before I go.
I'm not sure.
See how first.

Nuts,
Have you ever made a choice then regret what you did?
And when you wanted to say sorry?
But you know it's not going to help.
You know it's not going to go back to the past.
You know, it's too late.
Fuck.
I won't deny life's much empty now.
I also won't deny that, I'd won't forget you.
But I also won't deny that, I'm trying my best to get over you.

I try to live without you, every time I do I feel dead.

2008-11-07T19:39:00.002+08:00

I'm fucked with Mr Poon.
Stupid fuck.
Tell me go spray my hair somemore.
WTF?
I say call Douglas come then he help me spray behind.
He fucking call Jeffery.
THE MOST FUCKING FUCKED UP RETARDED IDIOT FATASS.
WTF.
Then I sibei dulan liao.
I just walked in class after spraying then he ask me if I'm okay.
I didn't felt like replying him, so I didn't.
Sat with Douglas today because Daryl's over to the States already.
I think he's still on the plane now?
LOL.

After class, still got Ms Hassan.
I had to rush through two SEQ and one SBQ for her.
Then the notes she tell me Monday pass up.
When I come back for A Maths remedial.

After all that,
Went to find Andrew they all.
Then Ammar told me that on thursday's outing,
Fourteen people might be coming.
I thought only around eight people. -.-
LOL.
Ohwell.
I just go there, buy whatever I want.
Leave.
HAHA.

FUCK.
I saw an online shop.
IT FUCKING SELLS ALL THE DAMN NICE STUFFS LAH.
I'm going to get all those belts, shirts, shoes, everything.
LOL.
It's super cool.
And I ain't telling you all.
HAHAHA.

I'm going meet Yongxian awhile.
Then go Hougang.
Ohwell.
Dinner's at nine AGAIN. -.-

Ohyeah, Obama won.
LOL.
It doesn't affects me much.
But this video does.
It's like what I am.

This is the dawning of the rest of our lives.

2008-11-06T22:27:00.002+08:00

Had five periods of Maths.
LOL.
Then went home and stuffs.
Met Yongxian around 8 plus.
Mother came home,
Did what she instructed me to do.
Still nag.
What the fuck?

I'm really busy this year.
So I'll just write some plans here.
Then most probably not going out anymore.
Stay at home study. :D

13th November, Peninsula Mall. (Confirmed)
14th November, Class barbeque. (Confirmed)
23rd November, Nicki's birthday. (Pending)
28th November - 9th December, Taiwan. (Confirmed)
18th December, Twillight movie with Melrize. (Pending)

Yeah. That's about it.
Then the rest I'll stay at home do holiday homework. :D
HAHAHA.
COOL MAN.
-.-
Daryl's going overseas tomorrow.
Sian. :/
Okay, I've got no songs today.
Lazy to put.
Try searching for Arch Enemy.

2008-11-05T23:03:00.002+08:00

I bought hairspray yesterday.
Next Thursday going Peninsula Mall.
I'm still not sure of the plans.
Most probably tomorrow will sort out.
Training was sucky today.
We had to do weight lifting in every station for two whole minutes.
Then all cannot already, reduce to one minute.
Did sprints instead of running four rounds INSTEAD of running the reservoir.
LOL.
Rained when we don't want it to rain,
Didn't rain when we wanted it to rain. -.-
Surfed YouTube.
Saw these videos.
I thought they might be interesting to share.
The Annoying Devil.
The Annoying Devil 2.

Melrize is not a girl!
Haha!
And she kicked her friend from the upper bed while sleeping,
To the lower one.
And that poor guy landed on another guy. O:
And there's somemore dumb things that she did.
But I'd rather not tell. HAHA.
See lah, that's for ps-ing me to go chalet lah.
HAHAHA.

Drowned And Torn Asunder.

2008-11-03T19:59:00.002+08:00

Okay,
I'm sick today.
So I won't blog much.

I went school today.
I'm scared that Mr Poon will scold me for my hair colour.
So I went on time.
Before that I met Joyi and some idiot lah.
He waved but I pretend to look back to see who he's waving at.
HAHA.
STUPID LOSER.

Tagged some one's blog.
Stupid fuck.
Always stare stare stare.
Not happy ah.
Cb.
You go hong gan with your gay boyfriend also lah.
Cb.
Walk pass roll your eyes.
I know lah.
You 3e1 big fuck.
We all cannot study is it?
Cb.
We like to smoke leh.
So how?
We like to disturb nerds leh. So how?
You just take pure science that's all.
We also got A Maths what. Fucker.
Don't think we cannot study or what fuck lah.
Bitch.
I tagged you with my name.
And also my blog URL.
I'm not scared.
I'm not some dog too.
What are you going to do?
Bitch.

Not feeling well today.
Sick.
Tired.
Fucked.

I burnt Kong's pants because he threw his cigarette butt at me.
I also attempted to burn his face, eyes and hair.
His hands and stomach are tempting too.
Fuck, call me a sadist for all I care.
I just want to hear Kong scream in pain. (:

I'm so surprised my hair is acceptable lah.
Until that fucking Nazrul.
Tell me go home dye black.
Like I care.
At the most leave his lesson only what.
Stupid fucker.
3 loser periods, like I care.

You know what?
I think that girls are growing uglier and uglier by the minute.
WTF.

Well, I've never wanted to say this.
But, I'm tired of waiting.
Really. I see no point too.
I won't say that I never loved you.
I did.
We could still be friends what.

I'm sneezing like fuck.
Because Yanling's missing me.
Awwww. LOL.

Melrize got chalet ah.
HAHA.
Pangseh kia. LOL. O:

Alcohol, cigarettes.
What's missing is drugs.
But I still can't go against my principles.
I still got my lip and tongue piercings.
Then my tattoo.
FUCK LAH WHEN WILL KARTHIK GET THE DAMN MONEY.

Tuesday going grandma's for dinner.
Wednesday Fareha's treat.
WOOO. Lol. -.-

After all this, you're just like all the rest.

2008-11-02T20:33:00.005+08:00

First thing's first.
My ass is hurting because of my stud belt that I'm wearing since afternoon.
I've been seating in front of the computer since 3.40pm.

Bathed at 3.15am.
Drank Pepsi around 3.45am (I craved for Pepsi)
Slept at 4am.
Was talking to Melrize.
She's going to be my tour guide for Pasir Ris. LOL.

I woke up at 3pm today.
Wake up,
Showered.
Realised there's no guitar class today.
Sat in front of the computer until I've decided to blog now.
I'm still at my grandma's mind you.

Di gua's weird. LOL.
HAHAHA.
But I think she's quite funny ah.
Played spam with Andrew.
LOLOL.

I had promised a better post today.
So I shall keep my promise. LOL.
A promise is a promise what.

Okay,
Before that, I'm gonna make you ROFL your minute away.
Click here!

Okay, back to the topic.
I'm gonna something about me.
LOL.

I am very easily swayed.
I have a very bad temper.
I have mood swings.
I get angry easily.
I am petty.
I have addictions in my life.
I hate posers/ gays/ twits/ FAT PEOPLE.
I listen to whatever music that describes what I am feeling now.
I feel that songs, tells of a story.
I am easily influenced by the songs that I listen to.
I blast songs when I need to let loose my anger.
I drown my feelings in my guitar.
I spend much of my life with music.
I do head bangs when I felt like doing it.
Music is the air that I breathe,
The blood that pumps through my veins.

Okay, HAHA.
Actually, that's not the main point.
LOLOL.
Well, actually.
I forgot the main point after typing the shitload of crap.
Fuck.

Anyway,
I'll need to leave now.
If not I'll reach home around 10.

I'm really glad I stayed indoors the whole day.
And yes, my ass really hurts now.
I'm gonna end this post.
Fuck my belt.

On the desire of the man.

2008-11-02T04:04:00.002+08:00

Hey all!
Today's been busy for me.
I'm at my grandma's.

Afternoon went Karthik's house for lunch.
Evening went Jia Xun's house for dinner.
LOL. Cool huhs.

I'm talking to Melrize now.
She's gonna be my tour guide for Pasir Ris.
LOL.
And she does morning exercises at 3.30am! O:
Hahaha!

I just bathed and I'm gonna go sleep.
Wow.
I've never bathed that "early" before.
Haha!

I'm tired.
And I wanna rush through the post.
I swear it's gonna be a better post tomorrow.
P.S. I'm having pepsi. WOOHOO! -.-

2008-10-31T21:54:00.007+08:00

I dare say.
I am playing one song on repeat the whole day.
It's by Reliant K.
Who I Am Hates Who I've Been.
Totally man,
Describes how I feel.

Yesterday night,
Talked to Melrize. ( That's all that I can remember. LOL.)
Haha!
Talking to her also cheers me up.
Hehs.
If I'm not wrong, she's my mei uhhs.
Haha!
Cool! :D

And yeah,
Went to school.
Mr Nazrul took us for Chemistry.
He's damn good lah,
Compared to the smug Chem teacher of ours.

Flared up during mother tongue today.
Then flared up at my brother just now.
Then flared up at my aunt just now.
Ah fuck.
I think I today got mood swings ah.

Eh stupid fucks.
Those tomorrow going Karthik's event so how?
Sms me or whatever lah.
All like sian sian one.
Idiots. -.-

Lent Saiba my first ever acoustic guitar.
I'd hope she'd take good care of it.
Serious.
My third most important thing in life leh.
I'll be seeing it back next week. O:

Dyed my hair brown.
It's very obvious.
I don't know if Mr Poon will kaopei anot. -.-
Sian lah.

I'm going over to Karthik's event tomorrow.
Might be meeting Idris around 2pm.
Maybe going out for breakfast.
See how lor.
I'm tired.
So I'll sleep early today. :D

You know what?
I'll stop being so fucked in life.
I'll be a proper kid in life. :D
So first I'll have to start clearing up the mess at my computer table, room.
Which means Zhixin, Felicia and Melrize will help me clear hor.
LOL.
I've got so many voluntary maids. HAHA.
Then I'll clear up my calender.
Then I'll clear my holiday assignments.
Then I'll enjoy what's left of my holidays either to church or sleep at home.
Wow.
I've always thought Hillsong rocks.
Especially now. O:

I've sign up for Health Promotion Board.
I'm gonna quit smoking.
There's this Quit 4 Life quit plan.

HPB's overview on smoking :

Smoking is the single most avoidable cause of death. On a global scale, the World Health Organisation (WHO) estimates that tobacco kills one person every 10 seconds. Smoking causes cancer and is a major risk factor for coronary heart disease, stroke and chronic obstructive lung disease. Together, they account for close to two-thirds of all deaths in Singapore in the year 2000. A decline in smoking prevalence will significantly reduce the morbidity and mortality from these diseases.

Yeah, I said to 小胖.
We'll see who blogged finish first.
LOL.
In the end she finished first.
Whatever luh.
I'm engrossed in some videos on YouTube while searching for songs.
That's why.
But still, 小胖 = Joey = Dummy = 小气.
HAHA.

I'm like so engrossed in these videos now. LOL.
Yeah. It teaches you how to play the songs.
It's here.

History, is Your story.

2008-10-30T21:58:00.007+08:00

Woke up late today.
7am then wake up.
Rushed to prepare.
Then checked email before I left.
Talked to Geraldine and Zhixin last night.
Then I prepared for Ms Hassan's lecture.
They say she pregnant.
Pregnant meh? o.o

City Harvest emailed me.
The management is finding a suitable cell group for me.
And thereafter, they will arrange for the cell group leader to get in touch with me.
Cool huhs.

Well uhh,
The graduating classes have O's this morning.
THANKS TO THE VERY GOOD SCHOOL WITH VERY GOOD COMMUNICATION SKILLS.
Never inform us.
So you know,
Given our capability to make noises.
We made fucking huge noise. (Big groups = lot's of noise)
Some even made noise and not giving a single hoot at all. (Those auntie-bitches that nags non-stop)
Serious like auntie sia.
Idiot fuck bitches.
So we affected them.
So, who's to blame?
School management, auntie-bitches.

Went to lecture late. LOL.
And Ms Hassan caught me.
But she never nag. LOL.
So cool uh. HAHA.
Then had mother tongue.
LOL.
Brad, Andrew same class with me.
Jian En too. LOL.
Stupid fags.
Say quit smoking.
All have different withdrawal symptoms ah.
Andrew had flu and rashes? LOL.
Brad buey tahan also.
I just sat there, ready to fly into rage. LOL.
Crazy.
Than those idiot mofos still can urge us to smoke.
Talk about real friends.
And right now,
Looking back.
Although you have many friends, little are true to you.
Talk about reality huhs.

I'm like highly volatile today.
Flying into emotions real quick.
They say I look drunk.
When I never even drink.
Except root beer lah.
But root beer?

Talked to Nicole.
Planned to go meet her sometime next week.
LOL.
I very long never see her liao.

Might be going out with the usual peeps.
Going for pool?
Brad says he wanna go Grandlink?
I lazy go that far uh. LOL.

Went home after that,
Then talked to Joey online.
Stupid 小胖.
Dummy.
LOLOL.
Then go sleep.
Sibei tired.
Then come online.
Blog.
Replies in emails.
Face book.
Friendster.
Music.
Guitar.

{edited on 12.26 onwards}
Joey went offline and felt bad.
So she went online with her psp and talked to me only.
SO COOL RIGHT.
LOLOL.
Fuck lectures.
We've still got three fucking periods of chinese tomorrow.
DIE.

Down and to the left.

2008-10-29T21:05:00.004+08:00

LOL.
Went to school late today.
Fucking knew Ms Hassan sure kaopei.
Then anyhow gave random excuses.
AHHHHHHHHHH.

Deleted some msn contacts.
Fucking poser gays.
Those with "emo, avenge - revenge, heartbroken"
Whatever fuck lah.
Deleted them. YESSSSS.
I've done the fucking world such a great service.

I talked to Geraldine last night.
Stupid whining gay.
Stalker. LOL.

Met Andrew go school first.
Daryl, Gilbert, Douglas, Benjamin and Weekeat waited for us.
LOL.
Like half an hour late. -.-
Then Geography was extended.
Then had to stay back to do History notes.
Fuck.
Then dialled pizza. LOLOL.
Ms Shawa treat half

After that, went for training.
And I really didn't wanna go.
But went.
Did weights.
Ran 3.2 km.
I can't believe I fucking ran with our captain.
The one whom I always disliked the most.
He kept telling me to move on,
Don't stop.
And he did slow down for me.
FUCK.
Then he kept on urging me to run.
I think hor,
Without his help ah,
I confirm around the last few. -.-
All the smokers ah.

AND YOU KNOW WHAT.
Brad officially said he'd quit smoking on this day.
Yeah.
Our resolve to quit smoking is real.
No joke.

Next training.
4.2km reservoir run and weights.
Damn, we are so gonna die.

I suddenly felt like saying this.
After seeing some gay fat fug's blog uh.
They think they sibei pro.
Fuck lah?
You gangster uh?
Stupid fuck.
I. Don't. Really. Care. You. Know.
Go get a fucking life.
Get a girlfriend and get a life.
Stupid fag.
Fancy you, a legal teen.
Fucking talking about what?
Fights uh?
Please?
You can continue fighting lah.
When you're jobless.
Go work for WWE lor. -.-
I won't even give you the fucking respect.
Don't act like you're better than us.
You're not.
Don't lah hor.
Don't make me flare up.
Everyone knows my temper.
I really felt irritated you know.
Ah fuck.
Whatever.
Your blog, your say.
Fuck you for ruining my damn mood lah.
Ohyeah, and did I mention how much I hate chinese songs?

I feel so accomplished today.
LOL.
Yeah, this video kinda got problem.
Wait. Just fucking listen to the song.
There's no video.
And you'll know it has ended when there's silence.
So don't say I never warned you.

Syncing up to the beating of my heart.

2008-10-28T22:33:00.002+08:00

I went to school for extended programme.
Got my results.
Don't even wanna fucking look at them.
So don't even fucking ask me.

You can tell that I'm in a very bad mood now.
I'm in a very bad mood because I cannot believe I lost to a fucking machine.
Fuck Sony.
Fuck PSP.
Fuck the game.
Fuck everything. -.-

I'm met Andrew to go school.
Waited for Daryl.
Physics lab.
Practical.
E Maths.
Arc length.
Core Geography.
River notes.
Ms Shawa said that she might bring us to east coast on friday.
LOL. YAY OUTING HAHA.

After extended programme.
Went to find Andrew.
Everyone was there.
Fuck.
Then I went home.
Met Amar, Khalis and Shao Feng.
They say Ms Hassan took attendance.
DARYL STILL FUCKING SAY MS HASSAN NEVER COME.
Nbcb.
I say liao, early morning see her liao.
Fuck.
Now have to stay back one more hour.
Cb lah.
End school at 2.15 liao lor.
Still got training.
I swear I'm going to dao Daryl tomorrow.

After all, I still think Dragonboat is the coolest CCA in Damai.
For a guy lah.
LOL.
Because the rest really look normal.
LOL.
It's going to rain I think?

OHYAH.
And one stupid fatty ah.
Made me wait leh.
Still say it's my honour to wait for her ah.
Then come back liao, go offline.
SO COOL LOR. -.-
LOL.

So say hello to all the boys at the top of this table that you're under.

2008-10-27T20:32:00.003+08:00

Okay,
Yeah.
I did not blog because I was too darn tired yesterday.
So yeah.

I woke up early yesterday,
Cabbed to Kusu Island.
Freaking hot. -.-
Then finish liao.
Cabbed to Yishun.
Then I took cab to Tampines Mall for guitar.
And my taxi fare is free.
Why?
Because my uncle say want to give me ride one.
Mercedes somemore. LOL.
Then end liao.
Met Zhiqing.
Went her house to eat dinner.
Went home.
Haircut.
That's all uh.

Today.
I went Malaysia super early today.
Went to eat lunch.
Had seafood.
Then came back.
Sian-ed.
Brother went to Suntec with parents to eat.
I stayed at home.
Bought new deo spray. :D
LOL.
Extended Programme tomorrow. -.-
I'm gonna dye my hair soon.

I'm not feeling well now. -.-
There's an ambulance below my house too.
Great. -.-

I'll be a boy in a magazine.

2008-10-25T23:27:00.004+08:00

Okay.
First of all,
I apologise for blogging so late.

Okay,
Early morning.
I woke up.
Prepared.
Go out to the market.
Had breakfast at the food court there.
Otw I saw Yanxin and some other girl which I think graduate liao ah.
I didn't know you could share tables with a stranger.
But then this auntie seat down,
Only to be joined by her friend.
Then both speak cantonese.
Seat so close still need to shout.
To make matters worse, another auntie came and joined.
Then I am having headache.
I told Andrew.
He told me to throw siew mai and hakao at them,
Then they'll do the cantonese dance.
Is there such thing?

Afternoon,
Cleared my room.
Finally.
LOL.
It looks so much better now. Haha!
I went to check if my cologne is empty.
Then I accidentally spray.
Then sprayed into my eyes. -.-

Wow.
Guess what.
I found this at my friendster horoscopes part :

"At work or at school, those in power will be delegating some major responsibilities, and they have their eyes on you for a plum position. This is what you have been waiting for -- so make sure you are prepared for the extra work (and extra rewards!). First, clean up your work area. Then, free up your calendar. You're going to need all the free time and free space you can find. This is the beginning of a very tiring, yet very exciting period for you!"

Yay?
Exciting, but tiring. -.-
Major responsibilities.
Extra rewards.
Plum position.
Sounds fun, I guess?

Confirmed,
I'm gonna get haircut tomorrow night.
LOLOL.
Then I went to sleep.
Clearing out my room so tiring lah.

Woke up.
Prepared to go out.
Burned my microwave oven.
The plastic container which is suitable for oven heating melted. -.-
Kitchen stinks, so I sprayed cologne there.

Then neighbour came to ask me to help them.
Helped out to make ther SCV cable work.
Then neighbour insisted that I have dinner there.
So I did.
LOL.

Then I went to my grandma's at eleven.
Cool huhs.
LOL.
I tomorrow have to go Kusu Island smth.
Early in the morning.
LOL.
Then go guitar afterwards.
Sian.

So, highlights :
Cantonese Dance.
Cleared my room.
Sprayed cologne into my eyes.
Burned my microwave.
Had dinner at neighbours.
Stay over at grandma's.

I'm not sure if I wanna say this.
But I'm tired.
Really.
It's like, we've changed.
You've changed.
What should I do?
First him, now another.
I know I have nothing to say.
Because I can't say anything.
But still, have you considered my feelings?
I don't know if I should.
But should I?

If you need time I guess I'll go away.

2008-10-24T14:52:00.012+08:00

I've found tabs for a few songs.
I'll print it and practice on it. :D
YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY. Lol.

I. AM. NOT. WEIRD.
Fuck.
What's with listening to old songs that dates back to the 60s. -.-
I still listen to screamo and rock what.
I also listen to oldies rock.
Still rock what.
Idiots.
Go listen to your R&B lah. -.-

Pretty much at home today.
I slept and played psp all day long.
LOL.
Occasionally taking breaks. -.-

Back's still sore.
Lazy to reply people's sms-es.
Yeah.
And I said already.
I am not coming back SHC.
I don't feel that I belong there.
Yeah.
I think I'll get myself involved with CHC.

I'll tell you guys one secret.
FUCK I HAVE MOUSTACHE AGAIN. ):
I'll go find my shaver. :D :D :D
And I want my goatee.
Motherfucking goatee don't want grow.
Nabei.

Okay. I'm always posting about my life.
Let's post something more "not-about-my-life".

{"Singapore falls into recession" (Photo: EPA)}

Singapore's trade-sensitive economy has declined for a second straight quarter, which means technically, Singapore entered a recession for the first time in six years.
Singapore is the first Asian economy to fall into a technical recession due to it's dependence on export trades.
The impact of a worsening US financial crisis and deepening credit crunch have weakened US consumer sentiment, which will affect demand from Asia and the rest of the world.

Morgan Stanley said things will likely only get worse for Singapore.
With external conditions deteriorating and the lack of domestic demand support, Morgan Stanley forecast virtually zero growth of 0.2 percent year-on-year for 2009.
It said Singapore's recession will likely be more than just a technical one.

Prime minister Lee Hsien Loong said Asian economies faced slowing growth for at least the next year and will not be spared in this global crisis.

"The problems facing financial institutions in the US and Europe are complex and grave," he said in a speech. "Asian countries cannot avoid the impact of weakening US, European and Japanese economies."

"Asian countries cannot avoid the impact of weakening U.S. ; European and Japanese economies,'' Singapore Prime Minister Lee Hsien Loong said. "We must prepare for a rough ride at least over the next year, and quite possibly longer.''

P.S. Don't ask if I'm into news or what fuck. Not happy, fuck off.
P.P.S. I'm sure many people will write about what I write. Copycats.

2008-10-23T11:06:00.006+08:00

As you can see, I'm not in school.
LOL.
My back ached like fuck.
I can't even move in the morning. -.-

I MIGHT go Damai later.
I think will rain.
Lazy go ah. -.-

Today's last day of school.
WHEEEEEEEEEEE.
YAYYYYYYYYYY
We still got extended study. -.-

Sian.
But can dye hair legally liao.
HAHA.

Pictures pictures pictures.
I'll post them when I'm free.
Haha!

I rock! :D

{Edited at 10.45pm onwards}

Yes.
I went Damai to find Andrew.
Saw many people.
Saw teachers too.
But because I skipped school today,
I avoided them. LOL.
I skipped school (legally/illegally).
LOL.
I got legal proof.
But I edited it illegally.
Jiao. -.-

My aunt called.
I went straight home.
She came to see me because she heard that I'm sick.
Then my another aunt called.
She came to visit me too when she heard that I'm sick.

Andrew came below my house.
Yeah.
I'm tired.

Tomorrow Zhixin can't come.
My mom's at home.
Which means I'm most probably staying at home.
Gah.
I'll see what I can do then.

Fuck pspiso.com
It sucks.
Really. -.-
I can't get to login.
And I requested for my password.
MANY MANY FUCKING TIMES.
Until now, still no reply.
Fuck.

I tried hotel626 again.
LOL.
It's damn fucking cool.
Especially if you got webcam.
LOL.
Really.
Go here.
It's not porn. -.-
I'm sure you all see hotel + 626 = porn

The Sick.

2008-10-22T23:01:00.005+08:00

Okay, I met Andrew go school late.
I got reason.
So not late.
Then go to Bedok Reservoir.
Dragonboat. -.-
Tiring.
During race,
Daryl said that I sound very very demonic.
Very very satanic.
My voice was super deep and super evil.
LOL.
SHIT I GOT A DEMON IN ME.
FUCK.
I WOKE THE DEMON.
Waking the demon~ La la la allalalslasala.
LOL.
So random. -.-
After school's "Adventure Quest" (what fuck quest lah)
Daryl and I were to take the trolley to the reservoir.
To load the dragonboat.
Well, guess how heavy the dragonboat was.
Shawn said it was 500kg.
And we had to fucking drag it back to paddle lodge FOUR MOTHERFUCKING times.
Yes.
Then still flip the boat and what not.
Then land training after school.
Weight lifting, sets, run. FUCK.
Back strained, neck strained, arm strained, legs strained.
Fuck.
And guess what, it all happened from 8am to 6pm.
Wow.
And guess what even more.
I only had two sandwich and three currypuffs.
And guess what even even more.
I am sick. (still got MC saying unfit for sports)
Wow.
No wonder superhuman lah. -.-
After training slacked.
Daryl, Andrew, Brad, Sherwin and me.
LOL.
Brad's the gay ass shitwhore joker.
LOL.
I almost laughed untill I suffocate.
Back home, see the bed.
Lie down.
No energy to even sleep. -.-
Then in the end still sleep.
LOL.
Untill now.
LOL.
NO DINNER YAY BECAUSE I WANNA GROW SKINNY WHEE YAY ME WOOHOO.
Lol.
No lah.
I lazy eat dinner.
I'll just find chips.
HAHA YAY ME BYE BYE
Lol.

We can ride on a star.

P.S. Mr Poon said somebody told him that I've done well today. :D
P.P.S. HI LAURA HENG BRAD.
P.P.P.S. HI ANDREW TOMMY.
P.P.P.P.S. I'm gonna post pictures soon. HAHA.

2008-10-21T18:13:00.006+08:00

I said the world could be burning dark blue.

Okay, slept at 12 plus yesterday night?
Then today Shannen morning called me.
Then slowly prepared to go out.
Left home around 8.15am like that.

I tell you,
the feeling of going to school anytime you like is like the most shiok ever in my life.
LOL.
Go try it.
HAHA.

Waited for Beehwa to reach Petal Mac. -.-
Then I went school around 9am.
HAHA.
Then first person I saw was Junyi.
He's like, *Shakes head
"You see, you see! Veh bad veh bad."
Then went to office.
Went pass up file.
Then go canteen buy drink.
All the motherfucking teachers are like staring at me. x.x
Then went to the workshop thingy.
Leadership qualities or smth lah. LOL.

After school go get money,
Daryl, Andrew, Geng Wei, Shinju and I go Petal mac eat.
Saw Jingshen and Weijie.
Then go Safra.
Saw Emily's group, Francis' group, Candice's group, Binay's group and Meng Wei's group.
LOL.
Then disturb Geng Wei play bowling. LOL.
Played pool.
Then straight away go home.
Now I'm gonna go prepare to go out for dinner later.
Bye!

{Edited after 10.56pm}

Didn't go out for dinner.
Overslept. -.-
Mom nagging now. -.-
I'm tired.

Okay,
I know.
I long time already know such a day would come.
You keep on dragging on and on.
Feelings would sure fade.
I knew it all along.
But I just chose to be the fool.
Because I want to be with you.
But now,
I'm not sure what to do next.
I need directions.

Why do I love you?

2008-10-20T22:40:00.004+08:00

Okay.
I'm sick.
So I might cut my post short.
Yeah.

I went school late today.
But it drizzled so I sibei heng.
Never kena late.
But I saw Mr Ho there.
He saw me and I tried to run.
But suey ah.
Then he told me to serve detention today.

Went to class.
Go for time management and study plans workshop.
Quite stupid uh, but fun.
LOL.
Then was fucked by some motherfucking cunt.
Make me sibei dulan.
I told his girlfriend to tell him don't so xialan.
I see him as a friend.
Maybe he's just joking.
But yeah, don't push it.
I have little patience for rubbish.
You know me.
You motherfucking kerek A.C.
Well, that's obvious for you already?

Went back class.
Nua-ed.
Then go detention room find Mr Raj.
Then run to bus stop.
Saw Mr Ho.
He said tomorrow serve detention.
I said okay.
But I don't plan to go either. -.-

I went after school to Bedok Town Park.
Slacked.
Then went of to the opposite side of the bridge.
Slacked with Ammar, Andrew, Brad, Fareha (?), Junyi and Kong.
LOL.
So full of nonsense.
Then everybody started to leave.
So Andrew and I went back home. LOL.

Then sleep like siao.
Wake up, felt terrible.
Went to see doctor.
Results:
Fever - 39.2 degrees.
Very bad sore throat.
Recommended two days of rest at home.
Woah.
Then I thought that I don't want ah.
Then I asked if can go school but don't do strenuous activities.
He said can, but not advisable.
LOL.
So I thought I can go school late, because I'm not supposed to be in school.
YAY MEEEEEEEEEEEEE. :D
I won't need to serve detention and suspension too. :D :D: D
MC say two days.
I'll edit it to three days. :D
WOOHOO.

I swear that the medicine is fucking bitter.
Fuckz.
Luckily Zhixin was there to talk to me. -.-
And I prank-ed her saying that I got very bad news. LOL.

Anyway, as you can see.
My post is not actually that short uh?
I do remember I have more to write.
But I forget liao.
I'm tired too.

2008-10-19T20:54:00.003+08:00

I'm sick.
I'm insane.
I'm writing crap.

Today woke up at 7.30am to prepare for church.
Went to CHC.
Saw new faces. Didn't see a few people too.
Sian.
Yes. Sian.
I swear.
That was the most boring church event I'd ever go.
Went service,
Went airport.
Terminal 2.
Then they had prayer.
So I'm bored like some fuck.
Yes. I don't know.
That was the most boring event ever.

Then straight from airport trained to Tampines.
Then go buy new guitar pick.
Then learnt new riffs.
Blues.
Dang, makes me so blue-ey.

Mom's fucked.
Whole day never see her, also need to nag.
What the fuck.
I normally come home after Yamaha at 6.30pm.
Then today saw her at lift.
Once the lift doors opened,
She shouted at me.
Asking we where have I been.
Then bring all the way untill say I hang out with friends.
Then I asked her.
What time is it now,
She said 7pm.
When it was 6.30pm.
What the fuck?
Then I quarrelled with her untill I reach home.
Say what about my appearance and stuffs.
Then she dragged all the way to me using the phone.
Then say that I always talk to girlfriend.
Then start saying that my girlfriend bad influence and all those stuffs.
FUCK LAH.
I told her,
Since she's so not happy with me.
Then don't be my mother.
So she won't have to even bother.

There's a stupid gig going on below my house.
Fuck.
They sing so bad somemore. -.-
What the fuck.

I am sick now.
Sian.
I think tomorrow serve suspension lor.
Sian.

Sometimes,
I'm really glad to have somebody that can be there when I need someone to talk to.
I'm really glad that I know that somebody's there.
But now,
Right now.
I'm beginning to have my doubts.
Seriously.

When someone said count your blessings now, before they're long gone.

2008-10-18T12:07:00.012+08:00

Happy Fourteenth Birthday Jorean!

Haha!
Jorean my mother uh.
LOLOL.
Jorean is my maid. LOL.

Okay.
I'm awake around 11 plus going 12 liao. -.-
I slept at don't know when yesterday.
Freaking tired. LOL.
Talked to Zhixin.
She said she's cutting hair today. O:

I'm still waiting for my personal hairstylist to give me a date.
If not I go the Temasek Poly there the shop to cut.
I'll ask either Yinjie or Shane. :D

Obviously I added a lot of songs. -.-
But I got no time to hear them.
Help me check if the songs' are okay.
Thanks! :D

Haha!
I'm going City Harvest Church tomorrow.
Sian, I like don't want go leh. :/
Bradley ps meh also. -.-
I try ask someone pei me go. :D
If not, so awkward.

I'm pretty much going to rot here at my grandma's.
Sian ah. LOL.
I'll go home during the evening.
I'm without my family.
SO COOL LAH.

I might go find Karthik to take my clothes back.
LOL.
Yeah. So sian. I wanna go sleep again.

{edited at 9.12pm onwards}

Lol.
I played Habbo and I made three new friends.
Shannen, Jiekee and Gwendolyn.
LOL.
And I met some unreasonable freak.
Jiao lah.
I don't want go Habbo liao. HAHA
Because Shannen told me there's gays there.

I bought my Gatsby moving rubber.
I buy the orange one now.
Because I like orange. LOL.

P.S. Zhixin's walking a dog this afternoon. O:
P.P.S Habbo really is not fun. ):
P.P.P.S I'm really bored. LOL.

2008-10-17T11:00:00.005+08:00

Okay okay okay.
Fuck. Shit.
Omgzx.

I woke up early today.
To call Zhixin in the morning.
I talked to her on the phone untill she had morning assembly.
Then I went back to sleep.
I woke up again because my phone kept on vibrating.
Then I don't want go anywhere liao.
HAHA.
Use computer.
I didn't go jogging with Benjamin and Amar.
Neither did I follow those idiots out. -.-
I don't want to waste my time with them.
I'm meeting Andrew at 12.30pm later.
Slack awhile.
Tune weekeat's guitar.
Meet Yongxian.
Go home.
Play guitar.
Prepare to go out.
Then go out with my family. LOL.
I heard they're having a barbeque. -.-
Shitz.
I hate those kinds of events lah.
Unless they say they can barbeque while having air-con.

Okay, I recently found people copying what I do.
How I blog.
What I wear.
What I listen.
Fuck.
Even what I do.
I think Daryl should know who.
I told him mah.
HAHA.
Firstly, copy how I type. GREAT LAH.
Secondly, copy what I say. EVEN BETTER.
Thirdly, copy what I listen. No so bad uhh.
Fourthly, copy how I blog. YOU FUCKING MOFO.
I got nuffnang lah.
I can see how many times you come to my blog.
Like, can don't be such an ass anot?
You want to get more friends ah?
Go lose some fucking weight lor.
Then work on your fucked attitude.
Then work on your fucked laughter.
Then work on your gay hairstyle.
Then BE ORIGINAL.
Fuck.
For God's sake.
BE ORIGINAL.
That's the coolest thing to do already. -.-
You suck. That's why nobody always follow you.
Because I told them not to.
Even if I don't tell them, they also won't want to follow you.
I bet you won't be suprised uh.

Ohyeah, random quote.
Money can't buy you friends, but they buy you popularity.
Untill you stop giving your "friends" money.
Sounds familliar?

Removed links.
I think they're link really an eyesore.
Especially linking people because they said they'll link you.
And dead links.
How stupid.
But nevermind.
I deleted my links.
You don't have to link me.

Okay, when I use my computer.
I randomed youtube and got a few videos.
You see for yourself.
I can't believe people actually post such videos.
☆無18★
無ｘピザ
Manzx.
Lifeless. -.-

2008-10-16T22:06:00.002+08:00

Wheeeeeeeeeee.
I'm finally promoted to secondary four.
HAHA.
It's official.

Skipped detention.
Might have suspension on monday.
Lol.
Sian. -.-

Went home after weekeat's house.
Play taiti.
And those stuffs.
Yeah.
Andrew took his big 2. LOL. -.-

Okay, I can't blog anymore.
Because Zhixin says it's times up.
If not she doesn't want to talk to me. -.-

Haha!
Bye.

Ohyeah,
By the way,
I hate teachers with attitude.
What the heck.
Like we care. -.-
You're just a loser pe teacher.
Don't act one big lahhhhh. -.-
You're not some muay thai fighter that can beat everyone of us. -.-
So shut up lah.
I already give you a lot of respect and face liao.
Don't push it.

Okay, really bye.
I think she's pissed. O:

2008-10-15T16:42:00.004+08:00

Thank God.
I bet he heard my prayers.
I've got promoted to Sec4 express.
Which means I need not worry already.
But I promised to work hard.
And I have to show proof.
Ohwell.
I'll do my holiday homework and the TYS worksheets.
Even during chalets. LOL.

Woke up early today.
Was supposed to go for prayermeeting.
But met Andrew then go Bedok Town Park wait for Kong.
Wait untill late. -.-
Then I'm five times late.
I acted sick.
Then wasn't given detention. HAHA.
Well, it seems like things are starting to look bright once more huhs.

Went home early today.
Nothing much happened except that we've almost landed three soccer balls up the tree. -.-
Wow.
Residents took photos and then they shouted at them. LMAO.
We eventually took down the two soccer balls that were up there.
Then we left.
Leaving the malays and Weiliang that group.
They were playing street soccer.

I suddenly don't like this 3 years good friend of mine.
Woah.
Makes no difference too.
When I am facing difficulties,
Where the fuck is he?
Just say: "Aiya, take it easy lor."
Well, easy for you to say lor.
Fuck.
If not, follow me only,
"Eh, got cigarette?"
Fuck lah.
Make use of me.
Even better.
I quit smoking.
You go to hell with your gay shit.

Well, I found two songs for my parents.
I doubt they'd hear though.
I doubt they even know I got a blog lah! -.-
Mom: If I Were You.
Dad: Perfect.

Yeah,
Haha!
Karthik went for interview.
So he borrowed my clothes because my house is nearer.

LOL.
The rest is in our hands.
Well, I still have to wait for her decision.
Whatever he decision is, I'll respect it.
But still,
I'll just have to wait.

2008-10-14T18:26:00.008+08:00

Wake up call.

Mr Poon told me that I'm in danger of retaining. Sianzxzx.
So he told me to find Ms Poh to see if she could pass my Chinese.
Fuck.
I need all the help and prayers I can get.
Yes.
Daryl and the rest say that she will help,
But she talk to me like she won't like that.
How the hell can I sleep tonight?
I need Z now. Badly. ):

And so, yes.
It's time to say goodbye.
Goodbye to cigarettes, alcohol and everything that's wasting my time.
Imagine if those money and time spent on these things are used to concentrate on my studies.
Isn't it better?

I changed my headings three times.
I believe wake up call is more appropriate.
Isn't it?
I don't want to waste my time anymore.
It's time for me to wake up.

And there's this band called Vanilla Sky.
I damn love the lead singer's outfit, guitar strap and hair. LOL.
He's Vincenzo Mario Cristi.
Here's the video link on youtube.
Goodbye.

No use crying over spilt milk.
I'll just pray and hope that I'll promote next year.
I'm planning to remove my archives too.
LOL.

I didn't go tuition today.
Lost the mood.
Thursday I'll go.

I edited the darn post again.
I think I look super sinner.
Fuck.
I need help.
Really. ):
I've got a guardian angel here.
I can even sms the person.
And yeah, I don't know who's the person.
I think it all started from the quotes the person sent me.
Then I replied questions about who's the person.
No reply, but when I asked questions.
The person answered.
And even explained to me what to do in my situation,
Often in long sms-es.
Guardian Angel.
If you see this,
Thank you very much.
You're such a great help.
A great listening ear.
Though I don't know who you are.

I read your blog.
I understand how you feel.
I'm really sorry because I didn't know.
I really didn't know it'll affect her grades.
Maybe I'm just too blind.
Adamant maybe.
And I don't mean to make her lose her appetite or what.
I seriously don't.
I don't know that she's not being herself out of late.
I know you have your doubts about me.
But I swear,
I'm serious.
She won't be "one of my passing numeric value" in my double figure history.
And yes, priorities sake.
I really don't know that I'm really affecting her that much.
But thanks.
If you've not stated your point.
I think I'll continue blindly.
I really value your opinion.
Serious.
I don't know what else to do.
Except apologies?
I'm sorry.

Gah, I'm tired.
I can't believe I only passed two subject.
I promised myself to work hard.
The only thing's on my mind is the L1R2 promotion criteria that's all.

2008-10-13T19:02:00.006+08:00

Phew.
I'm tired.
Woke up at 5.30 am today.

Met Z at 7-11 in the morning.
Z came to mess up my room.
Raped my bed.
Walked to mac.
And lotsa stuffs lah.
Bottom line.
She's a pervert.
And also a pig. :D
Haha!
I think she's cute when she sleeps. O:
Mt. Faber ah. LOL.
I didn't know her maid saw us. -.-
Then taxi-ed to grandma's.
I kinda miss her liao lah.
): ): ):
Fuck.

School's tomorrow.
Fuck.
I'm going to dye my hair real soon.
And cut my hair.
:D :D :D

I asked my cousin to ask his workplace can work anot.
LOL.
Then stay his house.
And work with him.
Still get pay.
Free tickets somemore.
Got aircon.
But I don't think I'm of enough age.
Fuck.

Some time = when?
You said tonight one lehhh.
I swear,
I won't be like last time.
And no, I don't believe you're that sort.
Even so,
you can change whattt.

2008-10-13T09:22:00.002+08:00

Yes.
I'm alive.
No.
Don't think I don't meant what I say.
I meant them.
I'm just tired.
Everytime I'm at home, parents will nag.
Then go out, everytime say I spend money like water.
Then what they want?

I'm not going to be that stupid lah.
But I'm still with that mindset.
The pressure is too hard to take.
Even superheroes fail sometimes.

I'll have peace today.
Zhixin's coming over to my house.
Then we go find Zhiqing take money.
Then slack awhile somewhere.
Then bus back to her house. O:
Then I cab to my grandma's.
Haha!
I'll go prepare now.

And uh, thanks.
Thanks for showing me that you guys care.
You guys are much appreciated.

2008-10-12T21:44:00.003+08:00

Jasper says he will not die cos you dont want him to die.
Rightttttttt.

P.S he's being a bitch cos he's playing the guitar while he's on the phone.
Bye.

-Zx.

2008-10-12T12:12:00.002+08:00

There Is More To This I Know.

Haha!
Early morning wake up,
Then go watch CHC's live webcast.
Then I suddenly felt like going church.
So I'll call Andrew, Bradley, Kelson, Shin Ju and Taitiang.
HAHA.
COOL RIGHT.

Maybe 18th I go Kelson church with Taitiang, then 19th go CHC.
Haha!
I'm tired. -.-

Guitar at 5pm.
I'm bored now.
Loll.

You are stronger / You are stronger.
Sin is broken. You have saved me.
It is written ; Christ is risen.
Jesus, You are Lord Of All.

2008-10-11T23:24:00.002+08:00

Divine Intervention.

Okay, woke up like school time today.
But I don't know why, I can be so early today except schooldays.
Well, maybe school sucks because of homework?
LOL.

Karthik wanna go buy bike.
Then he say want fetch me to school.
LOL.
Imagine me behind his motorbike everyday.
Hair flying all around.
FUCK. I'd never wear helmet.
Might as well buy for me car, then I everyday drive go fetch him lah.
but police come, die lor. LOL.

Changed counters.
Changing songs.
Bought guitar.
Bought amp.
I'm left with $15.
Fuck.

Brought down my speakers.
To add to my laptop.
Got surround. LOL.
And bass emphasis. LOL.
Blast music sibei shiok.
HAHA.

Michael said that he's gonna treat me to Swissotel's dinner. :D
I remembered that place. Sibei cool.
I went the 72nd floor's restaurant.
Okay then.
I'll have Swiss for dinner then. HAHA.
But I don't want like parade like that again.
Call another two more people.
Done.
4 person.
Quiet ah. HAHA.

Just met Yongxian downstairs just now.
HAHA.
Okay, I swear I want to cut my hair.
Fringe is irritating my nose.
Kept on sneezing now.
But my hairstylist now not free.
Mediacorp a lot of people's hair to cut meh? O.O

2008-10-10T23:03:00.002+08:00

Okay, today is the last day of exams.
HAHA.
I completed my MCQ in 20 minutes time. LOL.
Ohyeah. And mr raj took our class yesterday.
LOL.
We have our DM in our class,
but we still managed to cheat abit.
But he kept staring at us. LMAO

I changed back from Mozilla to IE.
But it's the new IE version 8 beta.
And it's quite cool.
But not as interactive as Mozilla.

After exam, we all went home to change.
Met Andrew, went to Eunos Inter to meet Beehwa.
Then the rest met us at Eunos Inter.
After that all went to City Hall.
And I swear,
I will never want to go with Gilbert. -.-
Then went to buy tickets.
Then go Long John's eat.
Watch movie.
Eagle Eye.
Then went Suntec.
Arcade.
Then walked. -.-
And walked.
And walked.
FUCK.
We're like nomads lah.
THANKS TO WHO AH.
Went Starbucks.
If not for that girl at the counter,
I sure dulan.
Wait untill so long. -.-
Then say want go play bowling.
Then say want go play pool.
Then after that, go Esplanade.
LOL.
Then library-ed at Esplanade.
Went roof terrace.
Then slack and talked untill dinner.
Dinner-ed at the place beside Esplanade.
Then cabbed home with Shin Ju and Andrew.

Not going Hougang nor meeting Shin Ju at East Coast.
Tomorrow early early go Malaysia.
Then afternoon come back liao.

2008-10-09T18:32:00.004+08:00

Today had E Maths paper two.
It's actually quite easy? O:
And yeah.
After exam we all go Safra play pool.
We played bowling too.
And poker.
LOL.
I spent fifteen there for pool.
Five dollar for bowling.
Cool.
I wonder how much will I spend tomorrow.
I'm not sure of how am I going to find Zhixin too.

I know I'm popular.
I know I'm cool.
I know many people wants to be like me.
But still I can't tolerate people copying me.
POSERS!
BITCHES!
ZOMBIES!
I've suddenly see something again.
FUCK LAH.
Last time like that, now also same.
SHIT.
WHEN WILL YOU EVER STOP FUCKING COPYING ME?
I listen to Atreyu, you listen.
Fine.
I don't care.
I want to revamp my room.
YOU STILL CAN FUCKING MAKE IT OBVIOUS THAT YOU'RE COPYING ME.
Ohdamnz.
I think you're a bitch.
Shit.
People, I think I'm gonna make my blog private.
Or even better,
Close it down.
No, actually.
I plan to ignore you for life.
Copy me for all I care.

Okay. Shit shit shit shit shit.
I'm fucked.
How am I going to meet Zhixin tomorrow. -.-
How am I going to get from Marina Square to Telok Blangah?
How am I supposed to go from Telok Blangah to Bukit Panjang?
How am I supposed to go from Bukit Panjang back home?
Karthik owes me $20.
Ammar owes me $10.
And both of them can't pay me by tomorrow.
Shit.
Idiots.
Gays.
I'm not gonna lend people money already.
Fugsterz.
Want to take advantage of me ar.
Nbcb.
Is I don't want make things complicated.
But I don't care lah.
Karthik sponsor me tattoos and piercings.
Can lah.
LOL.

FUCK.
SHIT
Sian.
Now I don't have mood liao.
Thanks to that poser copycat idiot gay fug shit bitch slut.
Okay.
Now another person.
This time is a guy.
Knn you think you sibei cool ah.
Tag you ask you smth.
Just approve comments.
Then what for approve when you don't even read? Idiot.

Well, Jenny said she wanted to go tattoo.
HAHA.
I think I also scared leh.
FUCK.
Somebody go pei me go. LMAO.

Fuck.
I saw somebody that looked like C from the front view.
Looked like J from the side view.
LOL.
Ngee Ann one.
But when I went nearer to see her,
I said, "Fuck! I saw a ghost!" HAHA.
Inside joke.

Anyway, I also played bowling with Gengwei.
He wanted to act cool in front of the two Chung Cheng High girls.
LMAO.
Then they laughed at him behind him.
LOL.
I swear it's super funny.
Then I played match with him.
I only hit the pins two times.
The rest all miss.
But the scoreboard can edit scores one, so I all put strike.
HAHA.
FUCK.
Then took lift to the rooftop.
I swear when the door opens, it looks like heaven.
Then sun super bright.
Then close door like banished from heaven.
Then we kept going up and down the lift.
Then when we reached the roof, we made the angel's sound.
Then when we're going down,
We made screams. LOL.
FUCK.

Electric guitar is not priority?
FUCK YOU.
It is my life you bitch.
So what if you're my dad?
I tell you, I don't miss you.
At all.
Go overseas for all I care.
I am also used to it already.

And gay idiots, I removed my tagboard.
I am using haloscan.
STUPID FUCK.
CAN'T YOU SEE THE DAMN COMMENTS LINK BELOW MY POST?
Idiots.

Okay, I'm watching this gay Japanese gameshow.
Fuck.
Speaking about Japanese.
I hate their fucking Anime.
Their fucking manga.
And this show is lame.
So I switched it off.
LOL.
And yes, I'm still blogging at 8.55 pm.
Imagine how long I take to blog.
LOL.

TOMORROW'S THE LAST FUCKING PAPER. :D
YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.
Lol. -.-
I'm going to dye my hair real soon.
Maybe tomorrow.
Or something.

Fuck Mozilla too.
I don't want use liao.
I use back IE.
Thought Mozilla is cool.
Ah, whatever.

I started to reply haloscan comments too already.
Cool.
HAHA.
SO GIVE ME THOSE DAMNED COMMENTS.

I just noticed that I posted a lot of unhappiness in this post today.
Cool.
Because I'm really fucked.
Especially on tomorrow's plans.

2008-10-08T21:32:00.004+08:00

Okay okay okay.
Eunice told me that my blog is so funny to read. LOL.
Saying about the swearing words and it's so random.
Is it? O:
Hello Eunice! :D
Haha!
Ohyeah, Eunice is Australia lehhhhhhhhs.
I wanna go there study like herrrrrrrrrr.

Okay, there's this tour in November.
I WANNA FUCKING GO LAH NBCB.
It's the Taste Of Chaos tour.
I swear I wanna goooooooooooooo. ):
Fucking shitz.
All the great bands are coming. OMFG.
SHIT.
I WANNA GO NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.
Somebody kind enough to sponsor me? O:

Today went to find Zhiqing they all.
I swear I'm not gonna buy beer for them again.
EVER again.
Lol.
One bottle only, shared by three girls.
Drunk liao.
Omg.
After that went take bus with Joyce.
LMAO.
I decided that we all take 21 all the way to the end.
Which is St. Michael. (Near Whampoa)
Otw, I bought chips and Joyce got her sharpener.
At St. Michael.
Wow.
Then we took bus back again.
Then after she alighted,
I sian liao.
Then fell asleep.
Then just nice I woke up at my stop.
SO FUCKING HENG LAH.

Friday, they thinking go watch Eagle Eye.
Then all go home first.
Then go Marina Square until at night.
Fuck.
Then how am I going to meet Zhixin like that.
Maybe I will not go celebrate with my friends.
Sian.

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Fuck. I'm gonna go practice E Maths after blogging.
I swear.
Mr Poon already told me I just passed.
Sian sian sian sian sian.

Ben Francis is graduating alreadyyyyyyyyy. ):
LOL.
Same goes to the rest of the graduating classes.
Well, actually.
Fuck. I don't care. LOL.

I am so fucking in love with Atreyu.
So my blog songs' are sung by them.
I swear.
I love them. O:

I'll let you in on one song.
One of my favourites. :D
When Two Are One.

2008-10-07T21:57:00.004+08:00

Okay, I'm changing my Internet Explorer to Mozilla.

Cool.

I think today's weird.

I don't know why.

Quarrelled with mother.
Shouted at her.
Fucker.
Everything money money money money.
Put your money in your mouth lah bitch.
Die with all you money lah.
I don't want a single cent from you.
FUCK OFF.
YOU DIE I BURY YOU WITH YOUR FUCKING MONEY LAH.

I switched to Mozilla already.
Petal mac with Fareha, Andrew, Ammar and two other people whom I don't know.
Youtubed.

Whatever.
I'm going offline.
Mother's nagging.
Bitch.

2008-10-06T21:44:00.003+08:00

Like a whisper to the dusk.
An oath against the shadows, denying the dark.

LALALALALA. :D
Lol.
I'm not feeling well now. -.-
FUCK.

Talked to Daryl awhile, then talked to Zhixin until quite late.
LOL.
She's gay. SHIT.
Haha!
Baboon.
LOL.
I told her I'll find her outside her school on Friday,
She don't believe. LOL.
Ohwell.
Andrew said he's going to wear a lamp post suit.
Then he become "light bulb".
Asshole.

I changed my posts back to one post only.
HAHA. OMG LAH SHIT WHY ALWAYS LIKE THAT.
FUCK.

I just came back from dinner.
I went to find Zhiqing after school.
Then we went to Aquarius.
Then go weekeat house downstairs.
Then send her to take taxi then I go up weekeat's house.
Played cards. Went to buy Carlsberg. Weekeat bought two bottles.
I did something to the beer.
I drink liao, then spit back to my cup.
HAHA.
THEN WEEKEAT DRANK IT ONE WHOLE SHOT.
FUK FUCKZ FUCKERZ FUCKERINGZ SHiT.
Lol.
Yes. It is sick. -.-

Then went straight home,
Go to bed, then sleep. LOL.
Untill 5pm.
I wake up, bathed, prepared for tuition.
Sian lah, tomorrow A Maths paper.
Then during tuition, Mr Ng said I'll confirm get a tattoo one, it's just when.
LOL. Asshole.

I brought Chicken Essence to school today.
HAHA.
Everybody was staring at me when I posed with my Chicken Essence.
HAHA LMAO WHAT THE FUCK SHIT OH MY GOD.
Lol.

Like the rising tide,
Beating hearts grow but never die.
To simplify, I'll stand by your side.
Close my eyes, hope will never die.

2008-10-05T14:36:00.007+08:00

TODAY'S FELICIA'S FOURTEENTH BIRTHDAY!
WOOHOO!
Haha! Happy birthday my dear mei! :D
I swear she's my dear mei. Haha!
Loves! (I want your cookies too.)

Okay, woked up late today.
Then when I wake up, I got to know that Joey quit tuition.
Then Benjamin pangseh me.
So I sms-ed Ruiyu.
Haha!
Then she told me starting soon.
Then tell me to go.
So I chiong-ed to tuition.
LOL.
I was half an hour late. -.-
Then study study.
Then go home.
LOL.
And I chatted with her until she wants to go take a nap.
And she is still sleeping. -.-
Pig! Haha!

I'm quite tired today.
Chatted with Zhiqing yesterday night.
She called until my hand phone no battery. -.-
LOL.
And she always take cab.
Talk about wasting money huhs.

I don't know.
Actually Monday's supposed to visit Stanley.
But I don't think can.
I got tuition on that day.

It's obvious I put in 4 songs on shuffle now.
My four favourite songs?
Lol.
I don't know lah.
Fuckz.

Electric guitar's at 5pm.
Meeting Andrew at 4pm?
Maybe Zhiqing at 6pm.
Dang.

I stumbled onto a junior's blog.
Woah, she's quite emo~
Haha! I tagged her, but I bet she knows me. O:

Jorean is an asshole.
Jorean is my ATM machine.
Jorean is my credit card.
Jorean is gay.
Jorean wants to be my mummy,
when she's two years younger than me.
GOSH.
HAHA.
Okay, lame.
HAHA.
HI JOREAN. I WROTE THIS PART FOR YOU!
*waves.

HAHA.
Jorean can even forget me one. -.-
Sibei cool.
But something's even more cooler.
She stays near my grandmother's house. O:
HAHA.

And yeah,
I said I'd blog about how's the deal right?
The blogshop owner told me,
"Depends. We'll discuss this when the spree opens k? =)"
LOL. COOL.

我不会讲讲华语!
God. I went to this guy's blogshop.
And fuck!
It's full of chinese characters and stuffs. -.-
And blogs with chinese songs totally are not my type.
I don't understand anything man!

Instead of holding you, I was holding out
I should've let you in, but I let you down
You were the first to give, I was the first to ask
Now I'm in second place, to get a second chance.

2008-10-04T22:36:00.002+08:00

Js-kit.
Lol.
Tagboard's on my nerves.
So I changed to Js-kit.
It's not as good as what I wanted it to be.
So wait.

Had dinner with Zhiqing.
LOL.
She treated.
That gay ass took pictures of me because she has designs on me. -.-
Then she kept on touching my hands and poked me.
So I shouted "cheekopek".
HAHA.
Okay, lame.
She doesn't how to send emails.
WOW.

And I talked to this lady/girl.
I don't know lah.
She's the blogshop owner or smth.
HAHA.
I asked her for special discounts. :D
LOL.
I'll blog tomorrow if can.
I'll tell you guys about it tomorrow.
LOL.

I promised Kelson I'll go Heart Of God on the 18th.
Haha!
I didn't want to go but hey,
a promise is a promise.
LOL.

Haha!
Lionel is my avid reader!
Yay!
Hello avid reader, :D
LOL.
But sad to say,
I might not be putting youtube videos here anymore. :/

Brother's having PSLE.
Dang, I can't use my lappy if not my mother will say I distracting him.
Fuck.
Anyway,
I'm tired.
Dang.

I've changed it back to two posts too.
Because I always type either two post or smth per day.
Bo bian.
LOL.

2008-10-04T11:09:00.002+08:00

LOLOLOLOL.
I'm done with that shit.
I edited this skin a little because I think it's gay. -.-
I deleted a few phone contacts which I don't know.
They're clogging up space, making my sim card full.
Even my phone memory also. -.-
Deleted some songs which I didn't hear for ages too.
Deleted few of msn contacts, which I don't know also.
Next up is friendster.
But it's such a hassle.

Today's gonna be bit dull.
Except for meeting Andrew at 3 later.
And maybe dinner with parents outside at 7.
But Andrew's confirmed.
Not sure about the dinner.

I managed to survive for 2 and a half day without talking to you.
I guess, well.
It's just one-sided all along, right?
Damn, I'm such a fool.

Anyway, Karthik's gonna sponsor me lip, tongue piercings and also tatoo-ing.
LOL.
COOL RIGHT?!
I wanna tattoo smiley on my chest.
LMAO.
And barbed wire on my right arm.
And also a star at my left wrist.
Going peninsula mall once Karthik got his cash.

Yes. And I thought of revamping my room.
LOL.
I got the idea from typicalben one. LOL.
Yes, I'm thinking of painting my room black and making it sound-proof.
Since my mom is complaining that my guitar is too loud.
Then I'll change the lights to hanging lightbulbs only.
Ain't it cool?
LOL.
I'll dump the old tables and cupboard and go ikea and see what I can find to suit my taste. :D

I'm thinking, if we got signed on to roadrunner records.
Wow.
Wouldn't it be cool?
Bands like Atreyu, Trivium, Slipknot, Funeral For a Friend and stuffs.

I was also surfing the net for hoodies and bags.
There's these bag I saw.
First one is simple, and the second one is cool.
But typicalben has it.
I don't want to look like a poser.
Lol. Which one? -.-
I'd rather have originality.
Because I don't want people to like,
"hey, that's typicalben's bag." or what fuck. -.-

Yes, the owner of that blogshop told me that 2 weeks later then start.
Lol. And I saw this guy's blog.
He designs very nice trucker caps.
Sadly, he's in malaysia.
Postage and stuffs.
Dang.
I STILL CAN'T FUCKING FIND MY HOODIES.
AHHHHHHHHHHH.
I WANT TO BUY BUY BUY BUY BUY BUY (!!)

Lol.
Any suggestions?
Zxzxz.
My guitar and amp only coming on the 11th.
Shitezxc.
Okay, I go prepare to go out later.
Bye.

2008-10-03T17:08:00.008+08:00

Lead Sails Paper Anchor.

Fuck.
There's this stupid teacher,
just because she smelt somebody smoking and we were there.
Then she said we smoke.
Then Daryl seating beside me,
Why he never kena, only me and Karthik?
Then we go liao,
Done breathalyzer test, confirmed we never smoke. -.-
And what in the fucking end we get?
We fucking wasted one hour of my fucking classroom time.
WHICH IS MEANT FOR REVISION.
Then Mr Cho said, (my pe teacher)
It all boils down to your appearance and your reputation.
If you happen to be named Osama Bin Laden and you carry a small square bag into the American embassy,
what will people think of you?
Terrorist!
But what if the bag is only your camera?
But still, so what if I have a notorious reputation.
Haven't I proved myself enough?
Am I not trying my best to prove that I am not like the past?
Now great, you're on my target list bitch.

Whatever.
Maths test was fucking hard.
I tried my best and I know I'm not going to do well.
Shit.
I'm flustered when I get the paper.
Well. Pray, hope and wait?
Chemistry was average.
But the questions are tricky.
Ohwell.

I'm busy till I can drop dead anytime. -.-
FUCK.
I don't even have time to relax.
Only now.
FUCK.

Monday's Geography.
I'll have to study four topics.
Wow.
I'll start tomorrow.
Then friday's gonna be the day I'll play like never before.
LOL.

We're thinking to go Marina Square.
Or Vivo.
But most probably Marina Square as we can watch movie, play pool and bowling.
Lol.

I've stumbled onto this website.
LOL.
It's quite interesting.
It's here.

Thought abit about it.
Andrew said that he's got a feeling that my brother will become like me.
I know.
He's like,
Wanting to keep his hair like mine,
Giving those fucked attitude and stuffs.
Blasting music already.
Well, he's playing techno.
Which I don't like at all. -.-
But the point is,
I don't want him to end up like me,
I don't want him to smoke.
I don't want him to get into trouble with the law.
I don't want him to end up being stereotyped like me.
Fucking people don't really see that you are changing or what fuck.
So long as you are wrong before,
You are always wrong.
Gay bitches.

And I seriously wanna go back to church.
LMAO.
But the thought of it, (the people there)
makes me really think twice.
I don't know eh.
Should I or shouldn't I?

And if you are stupid enough to not notice it.
I've limited my post to one only and I changed blogskin.
HAHAHA.
YES SO FUCK YOU.
YESSSSSSS.
Lol. -.-

Atreyu.
Song's titled Blow.
I love their album's name.
Lead Sails Paper Anchor.
It's only a song, no videos.
But it still rocks. :D

2008-09-27T18:01:00.006+08:00

It's the last post untill 10th October.
I'm going out for dinner later.
I'm fucked.
Lol.
Tomorrow I'll study Social Studies.

I like this video.
The whole thing is super funny.
Tenacious D. LOL.
Starting from the request to challenge Satan.
Fuck Satan! LMAO.

Damn, Sex Pistols sucks.
They are fucking gay.
Look at how the fuck they sing.
And how the fuck they play.
Spasms all the way.
Stupid fuck.
Best punk rock band? Fuck!
I'd prefer Green Day man.
Do the britons know what's Anarchy all about?
Oh damn, I'm fucked.
But heck,
Green Day also played a cover of the Sex Pistols.
Though Billy Joe Armstrong said that the Sex Pistols sung like idiots.
Ohwell, without them, without Green Day.
Don't argue.
The Sex Pistols are Punk, the rest are Punk Rock, big difference.

(Updated from here on 11.10pm)

(I removed the video of Sex Pistols because I think it sucks.)

Lol. In anyway, I replaced it with All That Remains.
The Air That I Breathe.
I changed the video's border to orange. LOL.
The guitar is super cool.

2008-09-27T03:28:00.003+08:00

Okay crap.
I'm not yet asleep.
I might be going to Kelson's church.
Heart Of God.
But I don't know. :/

And yes,
I suddenly realised I'm a very very discriminating person.
Why?
Firstly, fat people.
I hate fat people.
Let me repeat myself, I FUCKING HATE FUCKING FAT PEOPLE.
Yes.
And secondly,
China.
I FUCKING HATE FUCKING CHINA TOO.
Suck to the fucking core manzxzxz!
Thirdly,
I'm more of the patriarchal type.
If you don't like it,
I'll fuck you bitch.
Fourthly,
I hate other races other than mine.
Okay, this could get me jailed.
Fifth point.
I FUCKING HATE THE GOVERNMENT TOO. (though I'm proud of the F1 race)
Sixth,
I just fucking hate lesbians and gays.
Warped faggots.
Seventh,
I have issues with twits.
Lastly, I find that those who wants to act one ahbeng.
Are losers.
Wearing skinnies with short-sleeved.
Shouldn't you tuck your shirt in?
Or with those xiiaoboii or whatever ahboii or stuffs.
Yucks?

This is me, like it or not.
You're a bitch.
Slut.
Whore.
Faggot.
Shit.
Gay fugster.
Moby.

Yes, I'm having issues now because I want to go to sleep. -.-
So whatever.
Fuck you.
3.40 am.
CAN'T I JUST FUCKING GET SOME SLEEP?
SHIT.

I want wings. ):
I want them so much.
I want to soar the skies with wings.

When will we hold our first band performance and stuffs?
When when when when when when when!
Andrew when when when when when!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
I'm frustrated. 4am already.
Goodnight.
Here's something.
I might not blog until the 10th October.

2008-09-26T22:36:00.006+08:00

Okayyyy.
Today's the first day of the Formula 1(also known as F1) race in Singapore.
I'm watching th practice sessions they're having now.
And I thought since today or should I say tonight is the first F1 night race held ever.
So I'd write this for you people out there,
especially those in America.
Tomorrow's gonna be the qualifying rounds or something.
And on sunday, it's gonna be the big day.
The finals.
Haha!
1.45.654 is the timing for Fernando Alonso.
He's the fastest in today's practice race.
He's spanish.
Wikipedia says that he's nicknamed "El Nano".
Any idea what it means? LOL.

I did shit in my language paper today.
Sucks.
I kinda wrote 270 words.
I didn't meet the required 300 words, but I still put it as 301 words.
HAHA.

And hey, does "falling into a guy's trap" means liking that guy back?
Well, I don't know.
I think it's only found in girl's vocab.
Like heck?
I treat you as a friend.
I've moved on, long ago.
I can't take it that you had him too.
But I kept silent.
Even if you want to like me,
You don't have the right to anyway.
If you're reading this,
I can only say,
"Look, it's not going to happen. I've moved on.
Yes, no doubt I miss the past.
No doubt I missed you at times, but it's all in the past.
And I'd want it to be as a memory."

I've given up on this.
I'm always deceiving myself,
thinking that someday you will.
But no,
You just think that I'm weird or whatsoever.
But hey, being friends is the best right?
Haha!
I'd rather not lose you than to risk it all.
And no, I'm not that weird guy who makes weird requests.

Watched the 9pm show today on channel 8.
The guy wanted to propose to the lady on the Singapore Flyer.
Haha!
Kinda reminded me that I asked Zhixin to go up there during holidays.
But uhhhhhh.
I'm scared of heights. -.-

Anyway, did you know?
That the F1 pit stop crew takes only 7 secs do complete what they're supposed to do?
(Re-fuel, changing tires, wiping driver's visor)
Man, aren't the pit stop crew super well coordinated?

(credits to http://blogofsorts.wordpress.com)

And you guys know how much I love music.
So this post ain't gonna be without a video.
And I've found this video perfect for the occasion.
Jet Black Stare, Ready To Roll.

2008-09-25T17:48:00.002+08:00

Okayyyy.
I didn't blog because of the exams.
Which ends on October 10th.
Yes.
And I shall go study.
Damn, tomorrow's Chinese Language Paper 1.
Fuck.
And my hair is short liao, Mr raj still say long.
Fucker.
I won't cut.
My concave machiam not concave liao lor.
Then fringe put sideways, he also kaopei.
Wth.

I kinda realised I spent too much money these few days.
I shall start saving now.
Then use during holidays. :D

What's wrong with a chinese listening to malay songs?
Isn't this Singapore?
Stupid fags.
Muti-racial society?
Even got chinese marrying a malay,
Why can't I listen to malay songs?
I play, then people look at me.
Like I am so weird or something.
While waiting for my lift,
This auntie come and ask me if I'm an indonesian-chinese.
Wahlao eh.
HAHA.
And I told the auntie that I am indonesian-chinese.
LOL.

And yes, I promised Zhixin I'd not smoke.
Lol. Okay, so I won't.
I talked to Zhixin untill past midnight.
And amazingly, I did not go school late.
LOL.
Because she morning-called me mah! Haha!

Anyway,
Peterpan. It's an indonesian band which I like super much.
I specially find this video with english subtitles for you all.
LOL. It's titled "Tak Bisakah"
Which means "Can't You?" in indonesian.
I super like this song.

2008-09-22T22:15:00.002+08:00

Okay, something for a twist today.
Yongxian took us all for a ride.
He was the one at fault.
Wow.
I don't care lah.
It's not my problem anyway.

Okayyyyyyy.
I did something wrong today.
I'm sooooooooo guilty.
Fuck lah.
I'm really stupid to listen to my friend.
He's that fucked guy and I still can listen to him.
Wow.

Okay, I'm shocked that Zhixin wrote that.
Lol.
No wonder she's laughing and giggling on the phone when I'm talking to her.
She plays neopets. LOL.
Ohyeah, I suddenly felt like playing too.
Well, next time! Haha!

Okay,
today went school late.
WOW.
Detention.
Nicki was supposed to morning call me.
BUT SHE FORGET.
Lol.
So she smsed me.
Wow.
Amazingly, I woke up at 7am.
Shocked to see that the sun has risen.
Lol.
Whatever.
I swear after exams I'll come super late.
Go macdonalds or something first.
And yes,
to the guy.
I'm soooooooo sorry!
Lol.
That'll be the only way I can feel good about myself.
Don't think that I'm so fucked that I don't have principles.
I do have my principles and rules.

I limited to only 3 posts now.
Cool.

Anyway, Ching Na told me that the end of the world is next month.
Lol.
And I looked it up on the web and they said is the next year.
It's all about the stupid laboratory which they break atoms up.
And for me, I think it ends on 31 December, 2012.
I don't know.
But I want to do NS, get a job, get married and have a child.

All I want to do now, is be with that somebody which I didn't talk for the whole day.
LOL.
Okay, later she thinks that I'm weird again. -.-

Downfall, Trust Company.
There's something about the singer's voice.
LOL.
It sounds like Linkin Park.
But I like this song.
There's another song which I like from them titled : "Falling Apart"

2008-09-21T22:10:00.002+08:00

Hello .
Jasper bought a new clock and 3 pairs of new socks today (:
And he's gay cos he loves Zac Efron and some other guy.
Oh and Jasper also said that Zhixin rocks thats why he loves me .
Awwwww how sweet.
Tsk he told his mum that he'll only have a girlfriend in poly ,
look what happened , tsk tsk.
And he's gonna start working and get me a phone.
Yay ! Bye.

Love ,
Zhixin.

2008-09-20T19:53:00.004+08:00

I LOVE ZHIXIN THE MOST ! :D
Cos she's the best and she's so nice that i wish i was like her :D

Brad's dad and Andrew's mum exchanged numbers today :D
HAHA they're going on a date right now -.-

Went out with Brad and Andrew to study.
LOL.
Study at the mac below Grace's house. LOL.
Battery flat.
Cannot blast music, so I brought the flip-phone.
HAHA.
It has NOT A SINGLE SONG THAT I LIKE.
How pathetic.
Okay, took cab down.
LOL.
Then laughed at this goat-auntie. (Brad's mom)
HAHA.
Stupid crap.
Then do alot of stuffs.
But today I have to go home early,
Then cannot slack longer.
Then bus-ed with Andrew.
Met Yongxian below my block.
Then went home and stare at my books.
Wow.
Okay, dinner.
Bye.

Just wondering,
Is there such a movie which will be based on Halo the game serials?
LOL. Like, Halo. The movie.
LOL. Whatever.

Okay, Slipknot.
I long thought of them as warped, scary and weird because of their masks.
But their latest song called Psychosocial.
I kinda think it rocks.
I love the guitar solo and the percussion solo both.
The song sounds angry too.

2008-09-19T21:58:00.007+08:00

I hate my mom.
Seriously.
Nag nag nag nag nag nag nag nag.
FUCK.

Stupid fuck.
I'm washing my hands off liao lah.
Monday Karthik says he'd be bringing knifes and stuffs.
Ammar bringing poles and bricks.
But I just don't know.
It is their problem, must we interfere?
I know we have the ability.
But must we action it infront of everybody?
Why go to such extent with that gay?

Dreams. LOL.
I went to SHC's website and went to hear their audio sermons.
HAHA.
I looked back and gave myself a chance to review what I have acheived with them,
and now.
I dare say, I feel love, love like no other.
The best love I could feel.
And I also dare to say that I have acheived much more than I would ever think about.
I remember, how I wanted to play the guitar last time to serve in the music ministry.
But now, I play the guitar just to make a band. Make a band to get fame and stuffs.
I feel so ashamed.
Very ashamed.
That is why I would not want to go back church.
When people held great hopes for me,
I just took them and threw it away.
I don't know.
I just want to go church someday.
Having life now no doubt is enjoying.
It's cool, fun.
Whatever.
Cigarettes, alcohol and music.
They may seem very cool when you embrace such things.
But deep down, you know.
You know that you're empty.
Very empty, fake.
A hypocrite.

Okay, that's not the main point in this post.
LOL.
Here it is.

Looks familiar?
LOL.
He's.................

Superman! :D

Lmao. HAHA.
-.-
I want to cut his hair man.
And buy those spectacles of his.
By the way,
He's real name is Brandon Routh.
Okay, fucked.

I WILL SERIOUSLY FUCKING SHOUT AT MY MOTHER NOW.
FUCKZXZXZXZXZX.
She's been nagging ever since I started blogging.
UNTILL NOW.
FUCK LAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

2008-09-18T20:53:00.002+08:00

Wow.
Something that is the highlight of my day.
I almost went school late.
Yinyi step power bullied a lower sec.
Which irks me damn much.
He's a gay bitch.
And I skipped tuition today.
And I talked to Zhixin on the phone today.
And I think I kinda love the song by Metro Station titled "Shake It"

2008-09-17T22:57:00.002+08:00

I'm in a bad mood.
I don't think I'll post untill I feel like it.
Whatever.
I just want to fall asleep blasting my music.
Stupid fuck.
Why the hell did I even say that.
I can't believe I can be as stupid as that.
Wow. Good job Jasper.
You've officially fucked your life.
Go clean it up.
Whatever.
Bye.
I'll go sleep now.
Bye.

2008-09-17T22:14:00.000+08:00

2008-09-17T21:51:00.002+08:00

Starry nights city lights coming down over me.
Skyscrapers and stargazers in my head.

This dirty town was burning down in my dreams.
Lost and found city bound in my dreams.

Forget me nots and second thoughts live in isolation.
Heads or tails and fairytales in my mind.
Are we we are, are we we are the waiting unknown.
The rage and love, the story of my life.
The Jesus Of Suburbia is a lie.

Drain the pressure from the swelling,
This sensations overwhelming,
Give me a long kiss goodnight,
And everything will be alright,
Tell me that I won't feel a thing.
Out of body and out of mind.
Kiss the demons out of my dreams.

Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road.
Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go.
So make the best of this test, and don't ask why.
It's not a question, but a lesson learned in time.
It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

So take the photographs, and still frames in your mind.
Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time.
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial.
For what it's worth it was worth all the while.
I hope you had the time of your life.

2008-09-17T20:42:00.003+08:00

I'm The Patron Saint Of The Denial.
With an angel face and a taste of suicidal.

Lol.
I think my title is super cool.
LOL.

I've got morning call service today.
HAHA.
BE JEALOUS.
Lol.
Went school with Yongxian today.
I heard he went court yesterday.
I shall ask him tomorrow.
Like what the fuck.
He's sec2 and you want to charge him to Juvenile Court. -.-

And then school and stuffs.
Then after school is remedial.
So I chiong all the way to mama and smoked with the usuals.
LOL.
Then half of the group left,
left Junyi, Brad, Andrew and me.
Lol.
Then we sian-ed untill I need to go, then go mama.
Lol.
I buy currypuffs liao then run back to class.
And I have to fucking climb all the way to the fourth storey. -.-
Then climb up liao,
go inside class.
Then I don't want eat.
Because eating infront of malay won't be nice.
So I tahan untill remedial ends.
LOL.
Then go find Andrew,
Then decided to meet Brad.
Then Brad come to the mac behind Damai's one.
Then I go buy cigarettes.
Then I come back liao,
Andrew say we all act one go liao.
LOL.
Then Brad go out of mac,
We all go back in.
Then Brad fucking gay.
Dig his damn nose and wiped on the glass there.
FUCK.
Then we went to Grace's block the staircase there.
At first I don't wanna go one.
But they wanted to go.
So I went lor.
Lol.
Then smoked.
LOL.
We did "smoke trick" ah.
HAHA.
We did waterfall and wet smoking.
HAHA.
NICHOLAS WET SMOKER.
LOL.
I don't care.
He know's I don't like his face.
So, FUCK YOU.
Lol.
Then went to mac and this time,
We study.
HAHA.
Then awhile,
go walk and smoke.
Then got "ash tray" and "spit corner" hor.
LOL.

Lol.
I banned Brad's ip address for one day. LOL.
Cool ah.
I'm ignoring him now.

I suddenly found my "Our Daily Bread."
Lol.
And I flipped open the book,
And I read this page.
And fuck!
I show you what it is about.
Ohyeah,
Our Daily Bread is like a guide to reading the Bible.
Okay, I just type the part straight to the point lah.
"Canadian minister John Gladstone has made a compelling application of a sad episode in the life of Issac Watts.
That famous hymnwriter fell in love with a beautiful young woman, Elizabeth Singer.
She admired his poetry, his mind, and his spirit,
But for all her admiration, she could not overcome her revulsion at his appearance.
(then it continues talking about how ugly Issac Watts is.)
Gladstone draws a disturbing analogy between the "jewel" of the gospel and the "casket" of the church. How many people have rejected the good news because of its often sincere yet overly zealous witnesses!
(Jewel refers to the good news and the casket refers to the witnesses.)
So in the end.
It's just like me,
I didn't want to go church "because of its often sincere yet overly zealous witnesses!"
Lol.
Wow.

2008-09-17T20:21:00.003+08:00

Okay, I shall put this convo with me and Brad as one post.
Then I'll post another.
He's such a gay fug.
Hello!
Okay, this is from the start, untill I got fucked up.

Brad. says:
SEX
Brad. says:
SEX SEX SEX
Brad. says:
BUEYKEHYAN AH!
Brad. says:
1973
Brad. says:
weekeat looks like a fucking tree
Brad. says:
and you can fuck his mom for free
Brad. says:
and is dad said 'whee!'
Brad. says:
so weekeat love mrs lee
Brad. says:
and mrs lee is married to mr lee
Brad. says:
and mr lee looks like a bee
Brad. says:
and i say 'eee' when i see weekeat pee
Brad. says:
and you mother fucker, please answer meeeeeee!
Protagonist's Antagonist. says:
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
Protagonist's Antagonist. says:
ANGXOROOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Protagonist's Antagonist. says:
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Protagonist's Antagonist. says:
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Protagonist's Antagonist. says:
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Protagonist's Antagonist. says:
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhh
Protagonist's Antagonist. says:
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Protagonist's Antagonist. says:
AHHHHHHHHHHHH
Protagonist's Antagonist. says:
AHHH
Protagonist's Antagonist. says:
AH
Brad. says:
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Protagonist's Antagonist. says:
*takes deep breath
Brad. says:
LAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Brad. says:
FAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Brad. says:
LOL!
Protagonist's Antagonist. says:
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Brad. says:
KAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Brad. says:
BAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Protagonist's Antagonist. says:
VANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN
Brad. says:
SAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Brad. says:
NABEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Brad. says:
FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
Protagonist's Antagonist. says:
HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII
Protagonist's Antagonist. says:
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Brad. says:
EHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH BOSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
Protagonist's Antagonist. says:
WAD DE FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
Brad. says:
WANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN CIGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG???
Brad. says:
LMFAO
Brad. says:
HE'S A DUMB ASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS
Protagonist's Antagonist. says:
eh boss wad de fuck wan cig?
Brad. says:
LOL!
Protagonist's Antagonist. says:
ue suck
Brad. says:
NO SENSE!!!!
Protagonist's Antagonist. says:
fuck ue
Brad. says:
UE WANT SLACK???
Protagonist's Antagonist. says:
I mean, "fuck ue!!!"
Protagonist's Antagonist. says:
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Protagonist's Antagonist. says:
HEEHEEHEE
Brad. says:
HEEE HEEEEE HEEEEEEE
Protagonist's Antagonist. says:
ANGXORO ANGXORO ANGXORO
Brad. says:
LETS DO THE ANGXORO HANDSHAKE TMR!
Brad. says:
YEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Protagonist's Antagonist. says:
Buey kay yan ah!
Brad. says:
buey keh yan ah!
Brad. says:
diao he lah
Brad. says:
see who catch biggest dick
Brad. says:
FUCK YOU LAH
Brad. says:
i mean
Brad. says:
FUCK UE LAH
Protagonist's Antagonist. says:
"Eh, where are you now?"
Protagonist's Antagonist. says:
Outside why
Protagonist's Antagonist. says:
Eh no
Protagonist's Antagonist. says:
You reply what he replied
Protagonist's Antagonist. says:
"Eh, where are you now?"
Brad. says:
OUTSIDE WHY
Brad. says:
lol
Brad. says:
he clubbing ah
Protagonist's Antagonist. says:
DON'T FUCKING LOL LAH
Protagonist's Antagonist. says:
I going to post it on my blog.
Protagonist's Antagonist. says:
-.-
Protagonist's Antagonist. says:
Okay, restart
Brad. says:
HEE HEE HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
Brad. says:
OKAY
Protagonist's Antagonist. says:
AH FUCK YOU LAHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Brad. says:
ue*
Protagonist's Antagonist. says:
I mean, " AH FUCK UE LAHHHHHHHHHH"
Protagonist's Antagonist. says:
!!!
Brad. says:
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
Protagonist's Antagonist. says:
Okay, I want go puke on your van and blog about this.
Protagonist's Antagonist. says:
YOU FUCKING SISSYYYYYYYYYYYYY
Brad. says:
YEAP
Protagonist's Antagonist. says:
HAHA
Protagonist's Antagonist. says:
Hi
Protagonist's Antagonist. says:
Bye
Brad. says:
GO PUKE ON MY VAN
Brad. says:
HIBYE

That's right. He's such a fucked up bitch.
See what we do on msn always.
Lol.
FUCK YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU YOU!

2008-09-16T18:17:00.002+08:00

After school, went to buy ciggarettes.
Then go slack.
Then Weeman go liao, then we went to playground. HAHA
Then the Saiba's group of friend keep on coming to us. -.-
Then this weird girl, lol.
I don't wanna say.
FUCK.
Well, anal-face. LOL.

Tuition's 7.45 to 9.45.
Fugs.
Might be going to petal tomorrow with Andrew to study. :D
STUDY LEH.
Lol.

Zaphs keeps forgetting to ask me if what I wanna do for PS.
HAHA. That's so dumb. O:
And she suggests a fashion photoshoot.
Haha!
I bet it'll turn out cool. :D

Andrew this is for you.
Song.

Brad, this is for you.
Song.

HAHA. No link! LOL.
Whatever.
I'm gonna prepare for tuition.
Ohyeah,
And uhhs.
PUH-LEASE.
I know you are viewing my blog.
WTF.
Don't try to copy me can?
Why not try being popular with your originality.
And stop fugging asking me why I have so many friends or why my life is so cool.
MAYBE BECAUSE I'M FUCKING ORIGINAL?
Stupid fuck.
You're my number two top viewer.
Woohoo~ -.-

The Used, Blue And Yellow.
I'd prefer the music than the video.
But whatever.

2008-09-15T20:42:00.002+08:00

Andrew wants the band to be named The Rebellion Propaganda.
LOL.
Won't that make our band anarchy punk?
Gawwwwd.
Bradley's gonna suffer because he can't sing anarchy. LOL.

Almost late for school, so I cabbed to school.
Was sick. I felt super duper cold. -.-
Then after school was remedial.
After remedial went to find Karthik and Andrew.
They were playing with the flammable spray and a lighter.
AND THEY FUCKING SMOKE ALOT ALOT OF CIGARETTES FROM MY PACK. ):
Lol.
But actually, Menthol Lights sucks.
RIGHT ANDREW?
LOL.
I've got a friend,
He types likes this,
"Fuck ue."
"hey boss, ue got stick???"
"wad de fuck are ue typing???"
HAHA.
WHO IS IT AH ANDREW?
WVBR.
HIGH FIVE. :D
Lol.
Okay, inside joke.
Lmao.

I fucking cooked today.
With my Home Economics skill and those cook shows I've seen on teevee.
My omelette has cinnemon.
My spaghetti has lemons.
Cool huhs!

Okay, homework time.
Byebye!

Dear Maria, Count Me In ; All Time Low.

2008-09-14T20:56:00.004+08:00

Fugs.
I'm at my grandpa's now.
So cool ah.
Going home soon.

Talked to Geraldine last night.
For 3 hours, 34 minutes and 34 seconds.
I swear!
LOL.
She sounds so dead,
LIKE A ZOMBIE. ROFL LMAO.
She claims she's sick.
Lol. -.-
She got so many stalkers too. HAHA.

Met Andrew in the morning awhile,
Met Andrew in the evening again.
HAHA.
WTF.

I want to buy hoodies too.
I will see.
But there's so less blogshop for guys!
And Jane tells me to buy Topman one. O:

Cabbed to Toa Payoh because I lazy walk.
Lol. Had High-tea.
Fugs.
Chinese tea, dimsums, chopsticks.
They don't have forks too.
SIAN.
It was hell for me.
I almost died. -.-

Dad bought a new watch for me.
It's a Tagheuer Carrera.
I tell you,
The watch itself is fugging cool.

Andrew officially became Andrew Knoxxville.
Cool huhs.
And I cheated him. HAHA.
I'm Jasper Superman Margera.
Weekeat is Weeman. HAHA.
WTF.

Jack's Mannequin, Dark Blue.
I think they're cool. O:

2008-09-13T18:00:00.005+08:00

Met Andrew just now.
Went to buy Viceroy Reds.
HAHA.

I fucking forget to bring home my pencil case.
I left it in school. -.-
How the hell am I going to do my homework now!
Well, I just have to study Geography.

I'm going out later.
I might meet Yongxian if my brother's not coming along.
Sian.
Most probably not.

I'll most likely not blog tomorrow because I'm off to celebrate my grandpa's birthday!
Haha! :D

Okay, there's one thing,
I despise China the most.
Communism and crap.
No wonder so chaotic.
Tibet! Tibet! Haha.
Whatever.
It ain't my problem anyway.
And they always think they're oh-so great.
FUCK.

I chatted with Andrew and stuffs.
Then talked to Prom Night.
HAHA.
Then we're like saying who will ask who for prom.
Then untill me,
Which I have no idea to ask who.
HAHA.
I don't want those which are friends to me one.
Very sian. -.-
But wait,
Do we still have prom?
I heard it was cancelled for last year or something.

This song rocks. I just love it soooo much.
I can't get the video because I can't embed it.
So I'll just get imeem.
But I tell you,
The video rocks too.

We Believe, Good Charlotte.

There’s a woman crying out tonight
Her world has changed
She asks God why
Her only son has died
And now her daughter cries
She can’t sleep at night

Downtown another day for all the suits and ties
Another war to fight
There’s no regard for life
How do they sleep at night
How can we make things right
Just wanna make this right

We believe(x6)
In this love

We are all the same
Human in all our ways and all our pains
(So let it be)
There’s a love that could fall down like rain
(Let us see)
Let forgiveness wash away the pain
(What we need)
And no one really knows what they are searching for
(We believe)
This world is crying for so much more

We believe(x6)
In this love

We believe(x5)
In this love

So this world is too much for you to take
Just lay it down and follow me
I’ll be everything you need
In everyway

We believe(x6)
In this love

In this love
We believe
In this love
We believe
In this love
We believe
In this love

2008-09-13T04:11:00.002+08:00

Okay, I can't take it anymore.
It's 4.13am for me now and I am feeling grumpy liao.
Fugs.

I don't wanna sleep! ):
It's just hours away from the sunrise! Gah.
I think my head is spinning. -.-
I've got no more videos, movies, music videos to watch.
And online games suck.
They always do.
Damn.

Okay, I think I shall do something which is out of my mind today.
Well, I'm serious though.
HAHA.
See how lah.

Like they said,
"If you don't try, you won't know the results."
No harm done trying.
Okay,
I shall go do the practice assessments one I get home.
Haha!
I don't know how to present to my parents my result slip.

Okay, maybe I shall lie on the bed awhile ah.
Fug.
I don't think I'll be able to suprise Geraldine with a morning call already. -.-
She's waking up at six.
Which means another one an a half hour.
Well, I'll try.
HAHA.

I won't sound hyper even if I managed to wake up.
I bet I'll sound half-asleep.
But chances are,
I'll not wake up. -.-
Sheesh, what am I typing.
Okay, bye.
Good morning.

2008-09-13T00:08:00.006+08:00

Haha! Hello!
Sorry for posting late man! LOL.
And yes.

Uh, today had Pe.
LOL.
Then asked Yvonne Tan for her msn. LOL.
She said she'll add me up. HAHA.
And the rest of the guys know about that.
Then sian lah. -.- They all also come.

LOL.
Whatever.
Andrew said he wants a three-man band.
HAHA.
Like Green Day.
And I think Brad will be the vocals and Andrew the drummer.
So I'll just stay on untill they start to learn or smth.
Then we'll just go find a record label.
HAHA.

And yes,
I would swear I'll buy this house.

I'm going to stay awake untill tomorrow.
Damn.
Well, actually it's just in a few hours time.
Nobody's able to keep me company.
And I'll be out of cigarettes and beer by 3 am.
FUCK.
I can't sleep either at my grandma's now.
Damn.

Might be meeting Andrew tomorrow.
Sunday's Grandpa's birthday.
Yeah.
I'll go my cousin's house.
Which means Yishun.
HAHA.
THAT MEANS I CAN GO FIND YVONNE.
Lol. -.-
Whatver.

I'm going to study of my EOYs.
Which means I'll blog less untill exams are over.
Well, the wait's sure worth your while. HAHA.

Killswitch Engage, The Arms Of Sorrow.
I just love the part where the guitarist sings,
"Deeper, I'm falling into the arms of sorrow, blindly descending, into the arms of sorrow."

2008-09-11T20:01:00.004+08:00

I swear I'll kill myself.
I accidentally deleted my photos. -.-
The ones I took at Korea when I was bored and also the one with Bradley together at the MRT.
SIAN LAH.
But well, I don't care lah.
Speaking of photos,
I'm still waiting for my hair to grow back as long as last time. :D
And also Zaphs' O's. Haha!
After her O's then we could go do photoshoot.
I totally can't wait. HAHA.

Okay, today talked about holding a chalet with our group.
Andrew and the rest. HAHA.
We'll be pooling money then we'll make our own Jackass videos.
And then I bet we'll laugh our ass off when we were to watch those videos when we're old ahpeks.

I kept forgetting to blog about some things. Because they're too unimportant to me.
Whatever.
I am not feeling well after school.
So I didn't went Mavis today.
Fuggsssszxc.

I shall read up abit on Social Studies and E Maths.
Maybe I'll sleep early because I'm bored.
Whatever.

Yvonne Tan's leaving tomorrow.
SIAN LAH.
Haha!
I don't know why but calling her 陈老师 super weird.
LOL.
Ben and I decided to get her number.
HAHA.
Michelle's agreed to help us ask.
SO THE REST OF YOU GUYS.
BE JEALOUS MAN! HAHA.
Whatever.

YESS. And I created Facebook today. HAHA.
Cool huhs. LOL.
I've got my Facebook! HAHA. Omg. -.-

Cabbed to school today.
I swear I'll need to kick the habit of taking cab to school.
It's damn expensive lah!
All the surcharge.
I take taxi for five stops nia,
Around $7 - $8?
Lol.
FUCK.

Okay,
Record label here I come!
HAHA.
Guitar's my best buddy for life man.
We've gone through thick and thin.
And yes,
I slept with my guitar once.
HAHA.
Because I played untill I fall asleep.

Okay,
I'm off to bleed my heart out.
I'm super duperrrr disappointed man.
Maybe I should blame you for this.
Well, maybe that's what you get when you let your heart win huhs. :/

Paramore, That's What You Get.
Hayley's super man.
Haha! If only she's fifteen uhhs. O:

2008-09-10T19:11:00.003+08:00

Fagggs.
I'm bored.
HAHA.
I'm secretly using my laptop now. -.-

Okay, I didn't blog for alot alot of days already?
Okay, three days. -.-
I shall just give a short summary for each day.

Monday,
I'm bored. And I forget what happen already.
Tuesday,
Same thing. Something happened though. Forgot.

And yes,
Today.
I knew I today sure Mr Raj's target.
HAHA.
So I came late with Andrew.
Well,
Andrew came to school then he went out of school to meet me first.
HAHA.
Then we smoked then we go back school.
Andrew combed my tail side and I made my sideburn behind my ear.
It's damn stupid. -.-
Then we late liao,
Mr Raj standing beside me reprimanding Hoddle for his hair.
HAHA.
Then I was super scared because he looked my direction for a very long time. -.-
Yes.
I AM SCARED.
Lol.
Then he walked away because a teacher called him.
HAHA. SO HENG LAH.
And I'm so happy it's my first time I didn't get caught for hair checks.
FIRST TIME LAH.
SO HENGKOKPENGBRADLEY LAH.
Lol. Then we had our last two period with Yvvone Tan.
I don't know how to spell her name,
But she wrote me a note for my compo.
Well, it's not a compo.
It's a summary actually.
I wrote three-liners only.
HAHA.
And it's my first time I tried writing chinese compo in class as classwork.
HAHA.
What to do? Yvvone Tan mah. O:
Then after school went with Daryl they all play soccer.
Then went to mama smoked with Brad and the rest.
Then followed them go Phoa's physics remedial.
HAHA.
WHAT THE FUCK.
It's less than 1 hour and it's damn unforgettable liao.
Everyone's playing and not listening to him.
Wow.
Then we went to buy cigarretes.
Then smoke.
Then I and Andrew went home together. LOL.
We stay so near lah. HAHA.
He's such a bitch.
Everything's satan. HAHA.
And yes,
I sinfully insulted Gilbert's religion.
HAHA.
And he's like acting on a cross like that.
Stupid fuckass.
I don't care. If I was a Christian,
He wouldn't dare do that.

And yeah,
here's the part to annonymous.
HAHA.
WELL, ONE FULL-STOP PER SENTENCE IS ENOUGH.
Lol.
What the fuck. Which language uses three full-stops per sentence?
And yes,
why can't you just beat me,
why do you still need to "hope I can get beaten soon...".
HAHA.
If you dare, I'd admire your courage man.
But I pity your foolishness.
Ohwell, why am I wasting my time on you.
Ohyeah, hope to hear from you soon! (:

And did I mention I got a police baton from Kelson?
A POLICE BATON.
HAHA.
Fuck.
My mother saw.
She ask why I got such stuffs.
I say NPCC one.
HAHA.
Since when am I from NPCC. O:

And I suddenly realise why people are scared of me.
They say it's my temper,
Some say I won't let the person off plus I have so many contacts.
Well, I say because I'm too friendly.
HAHA.
I'm gonna prove them wrong.
I'm not a flesh-eating monster or what fuck.
I'm reasonable one what.
No meh?
Ask Daryl.
HAHA.

Ohwell, back to homework.
Again.
Life's a bore.
And yes.
I remember I have 5 periods straight with A Maths.
Talk about hell.

2008-09-07T12:33:00.003+08:00

I'm limiting my post to five only.
I'll limit less next time.
HAHA.
Then like this you guys will come to my blog and read more often.
HAHA.
If not you'll miss out on the posts.

And yes.
I'm leaving house early today.
I'm too fucked to listen to my mother nag.
At first tell me A.
I go do A,
suddenly kp say why I do A, she said do B.
Knn she never even say.
What fuck?

Whatever lah.
I think I'll be meeting Yongxian.
My mother's senile or what. -.-
Anyway,
I've got no mood to continue now.
Lol. -.-

I swear I'm gonna get myself a new guitar before December.
I don't care.
Lol.
I need to buy new amp too.
Sian.
I swear I'll make it big someday.
LOL.
Yes.
Dream big dreams, acheive big dreams.
I remember hearing this somewhere before.

Andrew's learning drums during december I think.
LOL.
Wow.
And yes,
I know by saying this,
I will receive hate mails from people,
but.
Jonas Brother's are poser-emo.
Yes. -.-
Don't you think so?
The guy with Demi Levato singing "This Is Me"
Go see that Jonas' face.
Like going to cry any moment.
Well, I don't know.
Maybe he's feeling sad or smth because he didn't have taco or what.
Still,
They're poser-emo, imo.

2008-09-07T11:38:00.002+08:00

Lol.
I bored now. NOW.
-.-

Woke up at 8.30 today. LOL.
Then rushed everything because tuition's 9am.
Then chiong to downstairs is 8.50 like that.
HAHA.
Then chiong car to Mavis.
Take the long stretch of road then go from Bedok North Secondary there.
Avoided alot of cars and traffic light.
Well, just to take precautions.
LOL.

Mom's nagging again.
FUCK.
Why the fuck would I have such a mother.
FUCK LAH.
FUCK.
Seriously spoil my mood.
Okay.
I have bad mood liao.
THANK YOU MOTHER.
Oh, just fuck off.

Going Yamaha at 5pm.
And yes.
I'm pissed.

2008-09-06T16:41:00.002+08:00

I'm blogging now because I doubt I'll be back tonight in time to blog.
I'm going to Hougang in an hours time.
And I'm talking to Joey now.
LOL.
She says she stay around Bedok.
And I don't believe her.
LOL.
And she tortures me by guessing her birthday.
See how mean this old lady is.
LOL.
Stalker! O:

Was supposed to meet Andrew in the morning.
Cancelled.
I might be meeting Yongxian before I go Hougang.
That's pending.
And so, yeah.

I have tuition tomorrow at 9am.
After that go for Yamaha class.
There's a make-up class for Electric guitar tomorrow.
So I'll be at Tampines Mall around 4 plus.
Sian. -.-

2008-09-06T01:04:00.011+08:00

Yes. That's the photos.
There's somemore in Weekeat's camera.
I'll wait till he uploads the pictures first.
I look like a fucking gay in white.
HAHA.
The guy in green and black stripes,
which is a fishing expert,
is called Weekeat/Dylan.
The guy in brown is Kelson the paedophile.
HAHA. Stupid gay fag.
Joyce is the most camewhore one. -.-
LOL.
And I'm the white shirt guy.
I look so guai! xD
HAHA. Whatever.
I just love these people man.
They're always there to brighten the day.
Or night. Depending.
Lol.

Good Charlotte, The River acoustic.
It's a feature performance.

2008-09-05T22:19:00.002+08:00

I'm so pissed that I can kill a person.
Fuck.
I'm bored.
My mom's nagging.
Gay computer has no games.
SHIT.
Fuck.

I'm listening to BFMV.
Fucking cool.
Especially their guitar duel with Trivium.
HAHA.
And I don't know if I'll go church on sunday.
Because tuition's 9am.
I think church's 11am.
Kelson tell me go Heart Of God.
LOL.
I'm not sure.
I think I can't.
Yes.
I can't.
Fuck.
Why I can't.
I don't know.
Just don't want to go.
Fuck.
Fuck my mom.
She sucks.
I'm bored.
Somebody talk to me on msn.
Seriously.

2008-09-05T19:57:00.002+08:00

I woke up early.
Prepared to meet Weekeat.
Then it rained a little in the morning.
Then stopped.
Prepared liao then cabbed to his place.
Then we cabbed to Pasir Ris station.

Uncle Eric waiting there with his car.
Then drive us to Farmway 3 or something there.
Then Kelson cabbed down straight.
Then we fished and fished.
Well, I tell you.
The bait's disgusting.
But the fishes are fucking big.
LOL.
And yeahhs.
You'll have to wait long. -.-
Smoked, and wait. LOL.
Then played cards, songs and everything.
Disturbed Joyce's new friend too.
HAHA.
IT'S ALL KELSON'S FAULT. LOL.
Joyce forced me to take pictures with her.
LOL.
Then we fished about four hours or so.
Then we're going home.
Eric had to rush to parkway.
Then we had to walk.
Kelson said it was around two kilometres.
Wow.
Walk untill outside of the place.
I decided to use the angmoh style of hitch-hiking.
HAHA.
Then we did.
Then the lorry appeared and stopped.
Agreeing to take us out.
HAHA.
FUCKING COOL MAN.
He even stopped us at the bus stop.
He's sibei good lah.
I don't even know Singapore can hitch-hike.
HAHA.
Then we cabbed from the bus stop to Kelson's house.
Played with his dog.
HAHA.
Then we went to his block's rooftop access.
Kelson take wire cutter and cut the padlock.
HAHA.
Then we went up.
I wanted to go to the open space there,
Weekeat don't want. -.-
Then we smoked below Kelson's block.
Then cabbed home again. LOL.
And I was tired,
I came home and sleep.
HAHA.
And I slept for four hours. -.-
Okay, dinner.
Ohyah, I think Joyce will post pictures up in her blog.
I'll find out the url soon.
And yes.
I hate taking photos.
HAHA.
Just so poser. LOL.
I think I look like a small kid in the pictures.
FUCK.

Tokio Hotel, Ready Set Go.

2008-09-03T22:44:00.005+08:00

Dang.
I've not blogged for ages.
HAHA.
I'm busy with all the stuffs I got.

Monday had E Maths remedial.
Then Mr Poon called some of us to stay back.
Then gave us our A Maths papers.
Then reprimanded those with 6's and below I think.
Thankfully I got 8. HAHA.
But still, 2 more marks to fucking pass. -.-
Went Safra and played pool there.
LOL.
Shin Ju, Daryl, Douglas, Gilbert, Wei Liang was there too.
But Wei Liang and Douglas went off early.
We played for quite long.
Then went home and sleep untill 8 plus.

Tuesday had CCA.
Went out early to meet Andrew.
Our coach knows we smoke.
LOL.
And I'm sure the captain reported us.
Fucker.
I'm being nice here,
I won't say which country you're from.
But yeah,
So what about Olympics?
They're so yesterday.
But coach says he don't care.
LOL.
Cool.

Today is just so plain.
Playing my psp and watching teevee the whole day.
HAHA.
Ohyeah,
I kept on forgetting to reply my messages because I'm super busy.
I'm sorry yeah.
I'll try to remember to reply back.
If not just call me untill I pick up.

Might be going to find Weekeat and the rest tomorrow.
I'm having tuition tomorrow.
I skipped tuesday's. -.-
Friday's tentatively with friends.
They're going fishing.
I'm just there to make an appearance.
HAHA.
Whatever.

And yes,
I will tell of why I don't want go SHC.
I think it's too fanatical.
Yes. I can tell that you guys love God.
You guys are serious.
But, isn't it too extreme?
And,
I find it useless.
Prayers doesn't seem useful to me anymore.
It's just that in order to survive in this dying world.
You have to be like them.
Like the rest.
Yes,
I am busy, I am tired.
But I am already running out of excuses.
I know,
I will come back to God.
Someday.
And maybe,
I'll come back.
But I'll still choose CHC.
I think it's a more suitable church for me.

Bullet For My Valentine's acoustic version of Hearts Burst Into Fire.
No videos, just the song itself.

2008-08-31T19:15:00.002+08:00

Bang.
LOL.
Woke up at eleven today.
Didn't go for tuition.

Met Andrew at 12.30pm below my block.
Didn't go find Andrew after tuition.
He cabbed back then we slack.

Didn't go grandma's.
Can't make it in time.
LOL.
Brother came back still hogging onto the psp.

When Andrew cabbed back, it was 3.45pm.
Slacked awhile then I go Tampines for lessons.
Today learnt Smoke On The Water by Deep Purple with the actual notes and tempo and stuffs.
And yes, it was hard at first.
Learnt a new method.
The metal-playing method.
Cool.

I'm bored like crazy now.
So I shall go play games.
Tomorrow have remedial at 9am.

Tuesday have training at Bedok Reservoir.
I don't know what time yet though.
Zhixin's at the Padang now.
Which means I have one less person to keep me company.
Fuck!

2008-08-30T19:34:00.002+08:00

Okay, I'm going out for Häagen-Dazs.
LOL.
And I totally spent my money on cigarettes.
Fuck.

My temporary phone is cool.
It can flip flip flip one.
HAHA.

And I feel so bored now. -.-
I shall go prepare.
I think most probably is Tampines mall there.

And yes,
Somebody's copying me~
Superman not enough.
I close one eye because everybody can like superman what.
Then still so fat, still want to act cute.
Everybody's talking about your fucked attitude and I'm still keeping quiet.
And when a problem arises,
You'll be the first to run.
You're sucha boot-licker.
And most of all,
You can be Damai's newspaper.
People put tattoo,
You heard about it,
Go tell the whole school huhs.
That's why we aren't telling you anything.
Stupid. -.-
You can go drink soup from a straw.
And when I say I want this matter dissolved.
I meant it.
If I hear anyone that speaks of it.
I'll personally find you.
You know I can and you know I will.

2008-08-30T14:22:00.007+08:00

I'm I-don't-know-what-am-I.
Lol.
I slept at 5 am plus, woke up at 1.30pm.
Cool. -.-
After I talked to my cousin, I forgot what I did and I went to sleep.

Ohyeah, and I just realised my teacher is from The Great Spy Experiment. -.-
He's an art teacher. Well, we call him Mr Saiful.
But his full name is Saiful Idris?
Isn't it cool to have your teacher performing gigs and stuffs?
LOL.
I wanna buy their logo tee.
Quite nice ah.
When school reopens,
I go ask him for discount on the shirt ah.
LOL.

He's the guy wearing the sweater-vest.
He's all the way to the right.

For your information,
The Great Spy Experiment is a singapore band which made quite well.
Their goal is to change the face of singapore music.
They're a 5-man band. Well, metaphorically.
Because there's a lady in the band.
They play powerpop, indie and rock.

Well, their song.
The Great Decay.
Trust me, it rocks.

2008-08-30T02:21:00.003+08:00

I'm still not asleep. Lol.
Just now took the last bus to ubi.
Then walked back.
Then bought cigarettes.
Viceroy Menthol.

I'm bored, I'm bored, I'm bored.
Damn, damnity, damned.
I shall go smoke and listen to screamo then I go sleep.
:D

Parent's not at home today.
HAHA.
I wanted to call Yongxian come my house to party one.
LOL.
But he can't come.
Nevermind then.

Tiger, Carlsberg or Jack Daniels?
Ohyeah, speaking of Jack Daniels,
I want to buy their shirts.
LOL.
And I want to tattoo my right arm.
They call it uh, tribal?
I don't know what's it called.
But it's like this.
It's the tattoo right below the sun.
And this is Nick Lachey by the way.

2008-08-29T18:53:00.002+08:00

Fuck today.
Woke up late, reach school on the dot.
One fucker running to school banged into me,
causing me to drop my phone.
And it fell, and crack/spoilt/idon'tknow?
Lol.
It's usable, except for the stratches and also a button fell out.
FUCK.
I'm gonna send it for repairs,
or better still, buy a new phone.
See my mom's mood then.

School concert sucks.
One class did guitar solo-ing while people are doing jumpstyles?
At least do a nice solo.
Instead of moving your fucking fingers up and down the same fret.
I doubt you even know how to play electric guitar.
And another group,
got two guys, doing acoustic.
They started off well, then 3 dudes came in and sucked the whole thing up.
Ohwell,
And I told Andrew of a 20-man band.
HAHA.
It'll be cool as hell.
But on the other hand,
Mr Raj worn the Damai runway or something?
HAHA.

Our group made the most noise and also disturbed the most.
But seriously,
I had the most fun with the rest of my friends today.
They rock.

And yeah,
I saw this two girls from Macpherson secondary on the bus.
They're netballers.
Secondary 1 I think.
Both came up with one netball each.
But there's this girl holding a balloon.
With her name, class, register number on top.
Like so wtf.
Then still blasting songs.
So I blasted mine.
HAHA.
And Andrew said they step cute.
LOL.
I won't name the girl.
But she's from class 1E?
HAHA.

Anyway, I've still haven't do anything to LiveJournal yet.
And teacher's day was fun.
but I didn't go back Telok Kurau.
After school took cab to Macpherson there with Khee Hao and Andrew.
Then buy cigarettes using my IC.
HAHA.
Auntie must be blind.
Then went into Maha Bodhi Primary School. -.-
Then Andrew and I met Karthik, then go back home here.
Smoke beside my block then went home.

I made my blog not visible to search machines and also edited my profile.
It's quite the same though.
I'm going to have dinner soon.
And yes, fuck.
I can't get to sms when my phone is being sent for repairs. -.-

I'm left with fifteen bucks for today.
Fuck!
I'm gonna go collect money from those I lent liao.
HAHA.
Ohyeah, I want to buy new shirts.
LOL.

Just a random thought,
should I make my blog private?
I doubt I have any readers anyway.
HAHA.
Or even better remove it.

I'm not going to post any pictures or videos today because of my poor internet connectivity today.
Yes.
It sucks.
It takes super long to load pages and stuffs.
Damn.
And yeah,
I don't feel that my behaviour has changed.
Is that you are blind.
Even Andrew says so.

2008-08-28T22:26:00.007+08:00

Today's a very tiring day for me.
LOL.
After school, slacked at econ for awhile.
Then go buy cigarettes.
Then back to void deck to slack.
Then play Truth Or Dare with the lighter.
Then go Ubi.
Then come home around six.
Tired.

Wow, so many T's.
Tomorrow's teacher's day.
Cool.
Aces day too.
Apple juice. LOL.

Teo Zhixin.

Like I said before, I'd feature Zhixin.
HAHA.
So yeah, Teo Zhixin @ http://show--ed.blogspot.com
She's a retard. HAHA.
But man, she's such a great friend of mine.
I love her. :D
Especially crapping with her. LOL.

I doubt I'll go back Telok Kurau.
Most probably I'll go Kellock to find Zhixin. HAHA.
Nah, I don't know.
Well, I'll see how.

Linkings will be done tomorrow.
Will reply emails and friendster comments tomorrow too.
And I'll have indian cuisine for dinner tomorrow.
Yum.
HAHA.

I've found this band, quite nice ah.
My Own Private Alaska.

2008-08-27T20:21:00.004+08:00

Okay, so I'm back.
I'm so caught up this week that I don't have time to blog.
Fuck!

Had training yesterday,
slacked awhile with Andrew.
I got to go early because I got tuition at 8pm.
Like I reach home it was 7pm liao.
Lol.

Anyway, Viceroy Menthol Super Lights now.
HAHA.
Andrew's brand.
I still prefer my Dunhill frost. :D

Anyway, I was bored.
So I changed the tagboard.
I wanted to remove it at first,
because nobody tags.
Like, fuck.

Anyway, I've seen something on youtube about the seven deadly sins.
Fuck! I think I've broken six already!
LOL. Except gluttony.
Well, actually I eat alot.
HAHA. So yeah, FUCK.
I'm like dead? LOL.

Saiba and Yongxian told me something.
Which I am sure they're just pranking me.
But still, I don't know.
Damn! I shall go 2e2 during recess tomorrow. LOL.

I've made up my mind on which phone to buy too.
Lol. The phone in which can blast song the loudest between LG Viewty and Samsung F480.
Ohyeah, I heard that the 16GB Iphone comes at $299.
Well, I don't know if it's true anot.
Who cares, I heard users say it's a mere waste of money.
Except for the graphics. But overall,
It still sucks. LOL.

Anyway, I skipped my four hour detention on Friday,
Monday and then today,
Mr Ho came to my class to look for me.
HAHA.
He asked me to see him like this :

Mr Ho : "Can I see Jasper? Is he in class?"
Me: " No."
Ms Shawa: "Cool huhs? Jasper says Jasper's not here."
Me : "Ya."
*I walks out of the class to find him.

Then blah blah blah, tell me go today.
If not I'll serve suspension tomorrow.
So I went, and I just served 1 hour, 15 minutes detention.
LOL. Mr Ho rocks lah.

And during detention I walked out to find Sufian. LOL.
What a gay bastard. HAHA.
Was kept outside class because we came in late for Physics.
So we had one hour of Truth Or Dare outside class.
HAHA.

Ohyah, and Felicia's a daoster.
She's super fierce too. HAHA.
And I want her cookies. LOL.

Three Days Grace,

I love their songs. Especially Let It Die and Gone Forever.
They're my favourites, so you guys should listen.
LOL.
This video is called Let It Die by Three Days Grace,
It has no video though, only the song.
But still, it rocks.

2008-08-25T22:42:00.011+08:00

Okay, this post will be short because I'm gonna go kidnap Zhixin later.
So yeah, school ended at 1.05pm.
Met Yong Xian today morning to go school.

Haha!
Carlos Santana.
He's a bloody cool guy.

And I'm deciding to change into which phone.
The LG Viewty, Samsung F480 or the HTC Touch Diamond.
LOL. Maybe the Iphone sounds nice too.
But my favourite choice would be Samsung F480 and the LG Viewty.

Samsung F480.

LG Viewty.

Both phones are touch screen.
I'm sorry for such a short post.
I'll promise I'll make it up in the next post.
Linking/Tags will be done/replied soon.
Tomorrow have dragonboat.
Fuck.
I might be skipping.
I'll try to post something about Zhixin too.
HAHA.

Goodbye and goodnight!
Don't be late for school ah!
HAHA.
Especially if your maid calls you late ah.
And I think I will spam Zhixin's phone in the morning.
She's a real pig. O:

2008-08-23T19:45:00.011+08:00

Wow!
Haha!
I talked to Samantha on the phone from my house till my grandma's.
Then had my dinner while talking to her.
So you'll imagine great I must be.
Multitasking my mouth. LOL.
Then talked untill I fell asleep there.
HAHA.

Then morning woke up, Andrew told me to meet him at 2pm.
So I went out, met him at around 2.30pm.
Went home around 6pm.
So we spent 3 and a half hours at ubi.
HAHA.

I'm going to my grandma's for dinner again. LOL.
This time I will be coming back home.
I'm still deciding whether to go church tomorrow anot.

Monday's ending early.
School's dismissal time would be 1.05pm I guess?
Might be going out.
I might want to go home sleep if the weather's rainy like today.
LOL.

Boys Like Girls.

This guy's a fucking pro drummer.
Look at his covers.
Super cool.
He also wears a Superman's tee.
Ain't that cool?
I saw this cover and I thought it matches my picture,
So yeah.
Cobus.
He's quite original.
Unlike those who thinks they're super damn great or what.
He's great though.
Just read his description and blah blah blah.
Anyway, this is his cover of The Great Escape by Boys Like Girls.

2008-08-22T19:52:00.007+08:00

Well, pretty bored today.
I had a four hour detention? (WTF?!)
I skipped it. HAHA.
I told Mr. Ho said I going see doctor.
He told me he'll call my house. (Fuck!)
Then I go mama first. Then go Weekeat's house.
HAHA.

I was late for school today.
Didn't skip school today with Weekeat.
PE was to prepare for Aces Day.
Slept halfway during E Maths test.
Mr Chua kinda helped me with the questions.
Asked Gilbert for answers for the bearings question.

I don't know anything about the class tee thingy.
Can someone sms me and inform me? Thanks. :D

Going grandma's now.
Okay. Bye!

Cute Is What We Aim For.

Curse Of Curves.

2008-08-21T21:54:00.005+08:00

Damn!
I forget what I want to blog liao.
Sian.

And I'm feeling real bad now.
Well, Douglas knows why.
Sian.

Anyway, I hate you.
Yes you.
You're not a man.
Still act one big.
Fuck!
Mature abit lah hor!
Secondary four liao leh.
Not baby liao,
abit here, abit there.
Want to tio daiji.
Fuck man!
You gay?
Concentrate on your fucking O's lah!
Stupid.

Matt Shadows.

Afterlife.

2008-08-20T22:42:00.002+08:00

Today had land training.
Before that had sexuality education and relationship issues.
Damn.
HAHA.
Joked, crapped, laughed.
But there's something which caught me on the spot.
Kind of, memories?
I don't know.

After training slacked with the usual people.
Before school, I cabbed with Yong Xian to school.
Had Geography test.
Quite easy?
Physics quiz.
Fuck man!
I do at home, because it never indicates it was a test.
Mr. Wong wants to punish me.
His mother bodoh!

Nickelback.

2008-08-18T22:29:00.010+08:00

HAHA.
I'm bored.
And my mom allowed me to use my computer.
So I shall blog another post.

After this post I will really go sleep.
LOL.
Yong Xian will meet me below my block in the morning.
Then we go school together.

Anyway, I'm going Mavis tomorrow.
Lol.
8pm to 9.30pm.
Which means I doubt I have the chance to blog.

We'll see how lah. LOL.
If not I post this blog lor.
Also same.
HAHA.

I shall post a picture and a video for this post.
But they're both not related.
LOL.

Serj Tankian.
I love his top hat.
Damn, I want that.
His goatee and moustache too.
HAHA.

Red Hot Chilli Peppers.

2008-08-18T20:58:00.003+08:00

It's raining heavily now.
That's means I'm going to sleep early today.
HAHA.

Slacked with Yong Xian just now,
HAHA.
I'm eating dinner now.
Lol.

Geography test postponed to wednesday. -.-
Okay.
Teevee's boring.
National Day Rally. -.-

Marilyn Manson.
Damn. I think I like his songs already.
Shitzxzxz.

2008-08-17T21:02:00.003+08:00

Went for guitar class.
I used the fucking powerful amp today.
LOL.
Practised palm muting and some power chords all over again.
Tried a few tempos and stuffs.

I will keep this post short.
I have three tests tomorrow.
Chemistry, History and Core Geography.
Fuck.

No pictures for this post.
Only a video.
Anyway, I'll restrict only three post from now onwards.
Which means with effect from this post.

Anyway, I'm bored.
Which means I want to find a girlfriend.
LOL.
On the other hand, I'm bored of a relationship too.
Fuck!

Theory Of A Deadman.